I am More Than This🌹

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Kizzy White, 19

"Kizz Me hungry" My 4 year old sister complained rubbing her little stomach

I only had 27 dollars Til Monday it's Sunday I Had to give my cut in rent which was more than halve. But The House was Stock With food Thats the least My mother could Do since she wasnt raising Ava I was Ever since she was Born She watches Her while I work But barely...My mom Has Literally spent 4$ on her since she was born Its sickening.

"I know ava Give me a min and Ill make you some Chicken nuggets okay" I said softly caressing her cheek

Im a soft spoken Person. I have No friends. barely any family.Im a Part time student which I hate people Are Supposed to mature in college but the Bullying Is worse and lastly a part time Mom/sister to Ava.

"Otay" she smiled and ran to the Living room of Our Shitty apartment. The outside Is Disgusting but The inside Is Clean and smells good I try to make It as homey as possible for Ava.

Its a Two bed room we barely have space and When My birth giver is home she verbally assaults me like what do you have against me Ive done nothing but help your ass, I had a job sense I was 15 to put in on rent, I literally Used to starve while she was out all night Hate Is a strong word but man She on thin ice with me

I brushed my hair into a Ponytail and Start cooking dinner For Ava.

I put the nuggets in the oven for 425 and set an timer for 20 minutes

While they cooked I put Ava In the tub

"Can I stay wif You tomorrow Kizzy" she asked Pouting

"Ava you know We both have school" I said

Her eyes became glossy I felt So bad

"How about this,Ill take you to The park when you get Out of Daycare" I asked hoping she would Come around

"Fine" she said still pouting

"Come On Ava dont be like that" I said sighing

She just Pouted

After bathing and feeding her I put her down and cleaned the house.

I heard the door rattling with keys So i knew it was Janice.

"Well looky here I see Your Big ass finally Cleaning something" She said laughing as if She's just an comedian

Haha so funny

"Hello Mom" I said I wipedd the stove off

"Dont hello me Why are you eating my food you aint pay for it my food stamps did" She asked looking at the left over nuggets

"I actually Didnt eat anything, I fixed those for ava" I sighed

She says since im grown I need to pay for my own food

"Yeah Sure you dont do nothing but eat my food AND WASTE SPACE " She rolled her going to the couch Flipping on the tv

I just looked at her and slightly shook my head as she took the cigarette to her mouth

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