~BlackJack's POV~
Andy and I almost did it last night.. Almost. To be completely honest I was glad for that. After all I didn't want to maybe accidentally hurt him somehow. He was too cute and I just.. I didn't want him to ever change. I love him how he is. But I hate that he keeps asking for that weaker side of me. I hate Jack. It's his fault dear daddy did what he did to me all these years.
I sat up in the bed and stretched careful not to wake the sleeping beauty next to me. I fixed myself up dressing in some clothes I managed to find and started to write my note for Andy.
-Andy's POV-
I felt cold.
The warmth that held me as I fell asleep last night was now gone and I was all alone in our hotel room. I looked over and found a paper on bjs pillow and it wrote that he went out to get some things. I sighed in relief and went shower to wake myself up. When I walked out BlackJack was back holding a bag in his hand. He handed it to me and there were clothes inside. I was happy he was able to buy these for us.
"Andy get dressed and do it quickly. We have to go now. Cops are checking rooms and they'll be reaching us soon." Right as he said that I dressed up immediately as fast as I could and we packed up anything we'd need.
"How will we get past them?" He didn't answer right away. He seemed to think over something before turning towards me.
"Give me your hand. We're going now." He grabbed my hand and we rushed out. I followed his every command and step and we started kissing each other acting like a regular couple to have them walk on by. It actually worked. Dumb Ass police around my area man.
Once we cleared out we took off down the road running as fast as we could to get away from them. My legs started to feel weak and I started to get very tired after running about a mile and BlackJack had to catch me before I fell from exhaustion. I'll admit I'm such a weak little pansy. And to be honest I've been trying to stay strong for a very long while now. Ever since that blood bath I got dragged into I could never just forget what had happened and all the things I've seen. Every night Id have night terrors and Id try to make myself look happy so BJ wouldn't get angry with me. I actually do in a way feel unsafe near him. At any moment he could kill me with ease. It's scary how a kind sweet loving man can become a psychopathic murderer and kill hundreds of people without a second thought.
"Hey BJ let's take a break. I can't keep running.." He looked down to me and then around. He seemed focused on getting out of here. Then he lifted me up and flung me over his shoulder and we were off. We reached a big city and we put our hoods over our heads.
"Andy can we stop in an ally? My heads killing me."
"Oh uhm yeah sure" we pulled off into an ally and bj crouched over. He was sweating and his eyes seemed to flicker in and out of focus. When he finally looked up again my eyes widened immediately realizing which Jack was looking up to me.
"J-Jack.." I stood frozen in spot looking up at him. He sighed and smiled up to me.
"Hey man.. It's been a while hasn't it? Sorry I've been.. Stuck.. In my own mind by that demon." I was speechless unable reply. Jack.. Jack you're back!!
"Jack!" I threw myself at him hugging him and he patted my head and kissed my cheek. Damn how I missed you.
"Goddammit asshole you have no idea how much I wanted to speak with you!" I punched him in the arm getting a girly "owwwwwyyy" from him making it hard to keep my mad face at him and keep from laughing. "Stop mocking me!!" I kept hitting his arm and he started laughing and hugging me. Man even his scent changed. This is so weird!!
"Alright alright I understand. Man you've not idea how boring it is being trapped inside of another's mind and watching how they live the life you're supposed to live. He ruined everything." Jack moved in and kissed my lips. I on the other hand didn't kiss back. I was scared to.
-Jack's POV-
When I kissed Andy I didn't get the reaction I expected from him. Damn did that bastard do something to you andy?
"What's wrong Andy? You don't seem the same as before.. Did.. Did he do something to you?" Andy looked up to me and his eyes widened before he shook his head violently.
"No no no nothing like that!! It's just.. I find myself falling in love with the both of you!" He put his hands over his eyes crying and I sighed before pulling him into me.
"Dummy don't stress over it.. I guess... Whatever choice you make i will except it." I could feel him stop crying and shaking and looked down to meet his beautiful eyes. Yes Andy really was quite a beauty.. I wonder why he can't just except us both?
"Jack.. It's not that easy. I'm scared.. If I make the right or wrong choice." I could tell he was seriously thinking over such a decision. Isn't the answer at all obvious to you? You know me! We're best friends!
"Just choose me Andy I mean blackjack is a monster for fucks sake. I'm the original. The one you've always loved. I'm the one who protected you all these years. So why can't you just stay with me?" I could feel my heart sinking. Andy started stiffening up and before I knew it there was a hand sliding across my entire face. My nose bleed and my cheeks stung. Andy looked at me so seriously that I felt so small and like he'd crush me at any moment.
"You don't know love Jack. You have NO idea what love can make someone feel and think! You're incapable of loving me because you've never been loved yet yourself!" Right after he said that he instantly regretted it as his hands covered his mouth and his eyes saddened. His words.. They hurt. So. Very. Much.
"Fine. I understand. Blackjack.. He chooses you." Then things went dark as I was left standing in front of the one I hated most in my head. He sat on his throne with a wide sharp grin.
"I've won. I'm keeping your body for now on."
"Take it. I'm not needed anymore anyways.." Through all this I could feel Andy banging his hands against my chest and muffled sounds of what seems like begs of forgiveness. It's okay Andy I forgive you.. But I guess.. I can't love you the way you deserve to be. I closed my eyes as my body started fading. I closed my eyes and smiled as my tears went down my cheeks.
Andy......
I love you... Andy....----------------------------------------------
-BlackJack's POV-
I put my hand on Andy's head stopping him from hitting me. The boy was in tears. I knew what he was thinking just by looking at him. The boy lost his best friend forever because of his selfishness. Truth be told it's Jack's fault for everything that has happened between them.
"Andy it's not your fault you know. If he loved you he would've stayed. For now though all you have to do is fall for me." And with that I swept the saddened Andy off his feet and we ran into the shadowsIs the fun over yet? You decide. Didn't like how this happened? Feel free to tell me so I can change it to something better. Anyways see you around~
Audrey~
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Forbiden bloody lovers (BoyXBoy)
RomanceA young teen boy named Andy has a crush on his friend Jack. What's to happen when Andy confesses his feelings for his friend? Find out and read the story.