☹︎☹︎☹︎ {Taekook oneshot}

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I hate it here.

This school, the students, my parents, everything.

Its sickening.

The only thing I have left to live for is my boyfriend.

My sweet handsome boyfriend who actually cared about my mental health.

Jeon Jungkook.

The one who promised to keep me happy.

The one who promised to stay by my side.

The one who promised to keep me safe.

Did he keep any of those promises?

No.

Why?

Because of me.

Because I was too scared.

Because I couldn't keep my self under control.

Because I was too weak to keep myself together, even after all the love he showed gave me.

So the one solution?

Jump.

The word that stuck too my head every time I felt the breeze on the rooftop of the school. Like it would solve all of my problems and make me feel better.

Maybe it was telling the truth.

Was it?

Was it true, that if you take a decent dive off a tall enough tower, your problems would go away?

Well...

There's only one way to find out.

The closer the edge of the building was the more curious I became. I look down and see nothing but hard concrete. I turn around and spread my arms out, like wings.

Guess this is goodbye world.

"Taehyung, wait!!" Before the blomd haired boy could fall, he heard a voice which made him stop. His eyes widened as he looked at Jungkook who was out of breath.

"J-Jungkook," Taehyung realized the other was crying,

"P-please d-don't do this, I-I know life is hard right n-now and you f-feel like nobody cares about you. But I do, I love you w-with all my heart and I'll make sure to care for you until the end of time if you let me. Please T-Taehyung, don't do this." Jungkook was crying so hard, begging on his knees.

By now Taehyung was already remembering only some of the moments they had together in the past 2 months. When Jungkook would be there for Taehyung whenever he cried or felt weak. When they would go on small dates every time Taehyung had slashed his wrists again. Just to make him feel loved. When Jungkook would only get out of bed if Taehyung cuddled him for a few minutes.

Remembering the moments they had together made him wonder,

Does he still want to do this?

Finally, Taehyung spoke up.

"Im sorry..."