Violets POV
I really don't want to be at school today especially not today... it's pop quiz day and I am totally not doing that.
So I decide to convert to invisibility. Lousily sneaking around the halls was a lot of fun since I could mess with the teachers and their stuff once I opened and closed random class doors and now the whole school thinks the place is haunted , I got in trouble by Jackson for doing that. A class door opened and the person walking out was the perfect victim for my next prank. Oh heck this was going to be fun. It was Allexandra. Sneaking up to her ,she looked back at me, can she see me? PFFFT no way she can see me. "Why aren't you in class?" UHH. WHAT?! She could see me ? How? "Wait why are you almost transparent like a I don't know a ghost or something?"I didn't know how to answer her question. She could see me that part was obvious, but the question is why.
Reverting back to normal I looked at her sceptically."Why could you see me?" She looked guilty. "uh I uh I can see ghosts??" Hell no I don't believe that nonsense. "nah girl that's a stupid excuse... but I don't want to hear it go away."
Those words hurt me more than it hurt her. Why am I even caring about her? She is nobody. But on the other hand she is really nice and I want to get to know her...She doesn't even know about my reputation. "I -"
"I forgive you." She totally surprised me by saying that but I am glad cause even though I was on my way to say sorry I am not good at that. Why would she say that so suddenly? "I can see it in the pained look on your face that you feel bad about being rude."
Oml this girl is a mind reader. But I still don't care about her.. I am not even kidding myself I do care about her slightly, she has been the first person to show me kindness other than my brother in almost a year. And I really want to be her friend. "Thanks Allexandra."Allexandra's POV
"You wanna be friends?" She asked. This girl is weird but I kinda want to be her friend. What to do? If I am her friend that would really help me. But if I'm not her friend that may help me as well. This is stressful.
"Yeah why not." I reply before I could find myself. Oh well she is kindof weird but I'd like to be her friend.
Seeing her look so ghostly [literally] really scared me though.
"Can you turn invisible?"
She looked frightened. But nodded. "Listen here Allexandra, you cannot tell anybody about that."
I could see the seriousness in her eyes it was scary but I nodded any way. Walking away I said "see ya later."My anxiety was already through the roof. Everything that was happening was making my anxiety worse. So I did the only sensible thing I could possibly do.
I ran to the bathroom and just sat on the floor.
Chilling myself to the bone on the cold floor was some sort of escape that I could manage (that was not self harm.)
Nobody knew what went on in my brain and I didn't know how to fix it, not even my mom knows of the self harm and depressive episodes.
I don't tell her, she thinks they're gone, I just don't want to upset her, you know?
Maybe I should tell someone...
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Game of destruction
RandomChild's eyes~ A game played by teenagers... you know ... the ones who think they can handle anything. THEY play the game. The game that causes depression, anxiety, destruction and soon enough death The game that kills Allexandra is your normal tee...