"Let me fix you." || jjk.

eight

[jungkooks pov]

There you are, sitting on the ground alone. I was confused because you usually never visited the rooftop.

I sat beside you "want something to eat? I can share" I asked softly but you shook your head "no. but, thank you." You replied sadly.

I wanted to ask you what's wrong so I did "are you alright ?" Even though I felt like you won't tell me I still asked.

I expected you to reply with "nothing" but you finally decided to open up. I secretly smiled.

"You're slowly opening up to me"
I thought to myself.

"I guess you deserve to know about my life, you can say I trust you but uh whatever" you shrugged and tried to reply with a cold tone but I didn't miss your nervousness. Cute.

You sighed.

"My dad divorced my mom for another woman long ago, I hate him for doing that but he's still my father I guess. I thought he'd forget us but not really, he still sends us money and would call us and check up on us. I'm grateful about that" you said with a hint of sadness on your voice, I waited for you to continue.

"Ever since he left, things went downhill. My mom cried all night but she still took care of me, she made sure I was happy because she didn't want my childhood to end up depressing. I was and still am grateful to this day but..." you took a deep breath and continued "as I reached the age of 14, I was informed by the doctors that my mom was sick. so I told her that she should take rest and I'll take good care of her. I tried. But sadly the more I grew up the more she's close to dying."

"I wasn't always like this you know? I used to be happy. But, I guess fate doesn't want me to be happy. I wish I could cry..but I can't, it's like I bottled up my feelings for too long and now the cap is stuck and I can't open it." you sighed. "But I'm used to it I guess. Used to people leaving me, hell I bet you'll probably leave me" you chuckled sadly.