The Fight

Their fight

Kevin Price slammed the door which belonged to the small apartment which was shared by him and his boyfriend, Connor McKinley. After the door had slammed Connor heard Kevin rush up to the bedroom and slam the door behind him. "Honey, what's wrong?" Connor shouted as he went to open the door, but stopped him self for a little bit because he could hear Kevin sobbing on the other side of the door and he knew that Kevin didn't like to be disturbed when he was that upset. Connor decided to wait until Kevin had calmed down for a little bit. Connor opened the door finally and walked over to comfort his boyfriend. "What's wrong hon?" Connor asked again. "my parents know about us" was all that he was able to get out before he collapsed into Connor and began to cry harder then before. Kevin had always been sensitive about his sexuality and his parents were a whole other story.Besides Kevin wasn't very open a bout being gay, and he never really wanted to tell his parents, but Connor thought that he would change after three years of being together, and that his opinion about coming out would change too."well of course they do, I mean you did tell them about us right?" Connor knew deep down that he probably shouldn't have said that, and he regretted it right after because of the way Kevin reacted. Kevin looked up and glared at Connor before he spoke. "of course I didn't tell them, you should have known that, I told you that this relationship was supposed to be a secret!!" Kevin said, raising his voice slightly. "A secret?! are you kidding me right now!!!!! since when was this supposed to be a secret?!" McKinley replied beginning to raise his voice as well. "you know how I feel about 'this'. I told you that Im not sure if I'm ready to come out to my family" Kevin shot back. " 'this' by 'this' you mean us, right?! What do you mean your not ready to come out to your family?! it's been three damn years and you still can't grow enough balls to say 'I'm gay'" Connors blue eyes had a firey look to them as he spoke, raising his voice a little more at a time. he hated to fight with Kevin over silly things, but this was different. Connor had introduced Kevin to his mom and his dad just a few months after they had started dating, and he had expected the same amount of time, a year at most, for Kevin to tell people about him. "It's not like that!!! you know how my family is!!! What did you want me to do? just walk up to them and be like hey guess what? I'm gay!" Kevin just glared at Connor as they spoke, waiting for Connors next punch of words to hit him. "it's not like that?! are you freaking kidding me?! what the hell is that supposed to mean?! you think it was easy for me to talk to my parents?! well if you do I have some news for you! No it was not easy, and my dad practically disowned me after it, but I still talk with my mom occasionally, and I was willing to risk that relationship with them for you! I don't understand why you can't do the same for me!!" Connor had began to tear up a little bit, he really did hate getting into fights with Kevin, and after a while he just wanted to give up, but he was to angry to give this one up. "Well sorry I don't share the same mind set as you, I can't just talk to them about being gay, when I'm not quite sure if I am gay myself. like it doesn't seem right." Kevin went to say more but Connor cut him off, which was probably a good thing. "Your not sure if you are gay, well you seemed pretty sure last night." Connor lowered his voice a little bit. "ugh! you know that's not what I was talking about! I'm trying to have a serious conversation with you! and you just bring up our sex life, what the hell Connor?" Kevin raised his voice until he was practically yelling at Connor "it was a god damn joke, I don't understand what is making you such a little bitch lately! and back to what you were saying? you seriously don't think your gay? three years with me and you still don't know? were these three years a lie or something?" Connor shot back, his voice was just as loud as Kevin's. "of course they weren't a lie, babe, I love you and I do really care about you, it's just...... Well you know" Kevin said lowering his voice slightly, but Connor was still way to mad to lower his, so instead he shot back. "don't call me babe, asshole! And no I don't know what you mean, so please do tell me!" Kevin just glared at Connor so Connor decided to add to his last comment. "Just curious, how did they find out?" Kevin looked at Connor and finally spoke up "because somebody decided to post pictures of us on Facebook and tag me as their boyfriend" Kevin said dryly, adding emphasis on the word somebody. "well sorry I'm actually proud of our relationship, and isn't always trying to hide it. I don't understand why that upsets you, it was an amazing picture of us!" Connor said in a low Voice, adding emphasis and a bit of sarcasm on the word sorry. "Yeah it may be a good picture, but that isn't my problem. my problem is with the fact that you tagged me as your boyfriend!" Kevin replied. "so what the hell are you trying to tell me?! Are you like embarrassed to be seen with me or something?!" Connor began to rise his voice again, this fight was getting no more, but for some reason he still wasn't ready to give it up. " no I'm not embarrassed about us, it's just complicated. you know what, I'm done talking about this, so Im gonna kindly ask you to leave." Kevin stated in such a cold tone, that it kinda frightened Connor, but Connor has dealt with enough of his little "fits" to know that the last thing you want to do is let him be left alone in a bad mood. "Did you just say that to me?!" Connor had started to tear up again, and even though he was upset he remained in the same place as before. He wasn't gonna let Kevin control him. "omg are you gonna start crying again? why is it every time I try to have a serious conversation with you, you have to start crying like a baby." Kevin wasn't yelling which made him scarier, especially because he was mad. "I'm not gonna sit here and listen to your shit! but I'm not gonna leave either!!! you don't control me Kevin" Connor shouted and there moment of talking calmly to each other was over. Kevin continued on talking with out even listening to Connor. "Me being me, I should have been able to find someone better than you!" Kevin had started walking away. "You know if I wasn't Sent to Uganda I probably would have" Connor stood in front of Kevin before he could go any farther "you know you don't mean that!!" Connor said quietly. "Yes I do! I wish I wasn't sent to Uganda! and I wish that I wasn't stuck with you! why does all these horrible things happen to me like seriously?!" Connor was clearly hurt by what Kevin said so he just slowly stepped out of the way, and let Kevin walk away. "oh and back to what you said about me being embarrassed to be seen with you, I lied before! I am embarrassed to be with you! I mean look at you and then look at me!" Connor watched as Kevin stormed off towards the door and tried to fight back the other tears that were threatening to fall. "you know what Connor, as far as I'm concerned this is goodbye, I could do wayyyyy better then this worthless piece of shit excuse of a man you are!!! you know what
Connor FUCK YOU!!! I hope I never seen your ugly ass face again!" And with that he slammed the door.