⛓️Leading You To Dawn⛓️|| Taejinkook

-Chapter.1-

"why are you here.. i thought you we're with him.. im no longer important to you am i right?.. why are you here??.. just go! i..
i hate you!"

Jungkook P.O.V

"Jungkook? Jungkook! wake up!"

I woke up as i heard my boyfriend jimin beyond from my past dreams.

i have been living with him since Jin and i broke up.

nothing has changed, maybe i just swallowed it all up and just decided to accept jimin without thinking.

since the day when jin got to a car accident, my life had never been miserable.

the last time i visited him he pushed me away.. he's with another guy now.. i didnt meant to hurt him. i didnt meant to. i loved him. i do..

(again) i didnt mean to cheat on him, yes. its just that i somewhat got tired of him. and i regretted that. i lost my happiness..

"Jungkook? hey your zoning out again. are you okay? come i made breakfast!". he said and pecked me.

this has been an everyday routine to me. i never wanted this..i mean i did..before and i hated it. i need him back. i need my love back.

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"Hey, kookie? are you okay? this days i've noticed you keep zoning out and you dont talk to me anymore..? is there something wrong kook?"

something wrong? everything's wrong. i never wanted this and im gonna end it.

"Lets go out". i smiled at him and continued to eat my food.

"Let me see.. you wanna see jin again?" he said patiently still looking down at his food.

"You'll see."

Author P.O.V

After eating jungkook decided to take a shower to get some courage to tell jimin about their break up.

wondering trough the shower, he reminded about jin again.

The way he touch'es him is very diffrent from jimin. his very passionate kisses, his pleasant moans, his body, is very diffrent from jimin.

he never felt anything like that to jimin. its all in jin. all the love care and scents of arousal is always coming from jin.

everytime he thinks about him, everything scatters and turns in to ashes leaving them alone, together.

Everything that happend to them has hit him hard. he regretted leaving him, leaving his presence is also known to be a burden for jungkook.

the awful truth was beginning to dawn on him.

everytime his partner touched him is always triggering his eagerness to turn away and run ti'll he's not seable.

Searching for his presence he heard a knock on his door.

he ignored it and showered himself. the shower was full of silence and the thing only keeping it noticable was the dripping of the water and jungkooks murmurings.

he silently turn of the shower and cleaned hisself.

ignoring the knock lately, he got out of the shower and saw jimin on his bed.

he ignored him and got to his closet to get some clothes. he noticed jimin got up but he ignored it.

It was cold and bare ti'll he felt arms wrapped in his hips. he looked at his back and removed the hands on his waist.

he continued to dress up without saying anything.

"Jungkook.." Jimin mumbled.

He hummed in response turning away from the man.

"am i a burden to y-

"No you are not" he answered clearly still not looking at jimin.

"You still love jin right?.. Why can't you just love me?? am i just toy for you?? your just usin-

"I am not using you."

"Then WhY?!!"

"Its because ive never been happy with you" he averted his eyes to jimin who is surpressing his tears to his man.

Jungkook stared at jimin and slowly wiped his tears away.

"Lets..lets break up."

-to be continued..

welp, yeah a cliff hanger on the first chapter. geez aigoo im sorry; -; but well, i published this cuz i felt the feeling of publishing my drafts since it has been stuck in there for a long time, well, im not gonna publish all of it, i dont wanna get stuck making so many chapters even when im not even updating on my other book 'cant get over you' but ah well, i gtg hehe hope u like the first chap. ;) i will update i promise. but maybe at weekends lol i cant multitask my brain cant handle writing and answering freakin' questions on my quizes.. so yeah bye love ya'll hope you like the first,, chap. :)

oh welp, what do you guys think?
should i publish a horror story?
i have made a story about a psycho guy blah blah blah and i dont know what to do about it.. well this is goin' to long lol so i gtg byee ❤ love ya'll

-stream dynamite❤ A/N