Life Is What I Give Doubt Is What I Have

1.

Ariana

AM- you fucking lying right 😂😂

A- ma I'm dead ass we talked about this 😂😂

And her face goes blank

AM- we was fucking drunk Ariana I thought you was playing 😳

J- that's why she got you drunk ma sorry 🤷🏽‍♀️😂😂

AM- oh y'all think this shit funny ?Ariana you know what this gone do to yo body ?

A- yeah ma I can work it off or get it sucked out I just want to do this shit I  ain't got nobody don't look like nobody gone be good enough for me no time damn soon so if it never happens I had the experience that's all I want and yes it's crazy as hell im scared but I'm helping somebody and it's like rich people even celebrities that want baby's but can't have them so I will it's not legally my baby it's there eggs 🥚 there sperm I'm just caring it 🤷🏽‍♀️

AM- right so what if you get attached?

A- ma you stressing me tf out

I kinda yell dropping my makeup bag  🧳 and i just want to cry and I do get teary eyed and a tear drop from my eye and I wipe it looking up and my mom looks mad and confused as hell 😂😂 it's the hormones tho

A- sorry ma it's my fucking hormones sorry

I say picking up my makeup bag and sitting on the bed taking a deep breath

AM- Ariana hormones? Really ?that's why yo ass been so tired and moody

A- it's for the baby ma

AM- well where tf you going now if you got this procedure tomorrow ?

A- we going out to eat ma

I say getting up from my bed and walking into my bathroom finishing my lips 👄

AM- well who is the couple Ari

A- it's not a couple it's a women

AM- well damn she gone be a single mom too y'all both crazy as hell lord help me and my child

J- ma calm down 😂😂

AM- Jayda shut up Ari well who is she ?

A- ma idk I just know she's a celebrity and she wants every fucking thing low key I sent her pictures of me through the agency she liked me and I'm having her baby if it works

AM- so you don't even know her and she just knew you was the right women to carry her baby 🤦🏽‍♀️what type of shit is this ?

A- Ma you making me want a drink 🤦🏽‍♀️😂😂I'll be meeting her tomorrow at the appointment she's flying in

AM- Wow 😳

J- Ma this what she wants it's a good agency and she's helping somebody out here in the world you love Loyal right? ❤️

AM- yeah but Loyal's mines This is not Ari's baby she can't keep it

J- yeah you right b-

And at this point my mom has officially stressed me out to where  I don't want to go no where stress ain't good for me I need to stay calm and damn focused on tomorrow

A- aight we done I'm done my hormones is driving me crazy Jayda let's just damn go 😤😡🤯

I yell blowing a breath to calm myself and walking out my room and downstairs out the door and to my lamb truck waiting on Jayda and she finally comes out getting in and I pull around my drive way and hit the button for the gates