Lovely

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With his arms around the youngers waist, Taehyung breathed in slowly and brushed through the boys bangs provoking jeongguk to look up. Under eyes and nose red from crying, he chewed on his lower lip and muttered quietly, "hyung... how do you feel about me?"

The older froze a little, shakened by the question but snapped out of it quickly. Instead of answering the question, he asked, "you, what about you? How do you feel about me?" Jeongguk hoisted his upper body up using his arms and looked down at the male before lowering his head and pressing his lips onto Taehyung's. It might have only lasted for a few seconds but this was enough to get the point across. Still engrossed in the moment, the younger quietly stuttered, "I like you, i really love you hyung..."

Now sitting on top of Taehyung stomach, the boy shyly brushed his bangs to hide his face of embarrassment. The male had already known how much the boy loved him but didn't know why he asked the question, maybe to make sure? To hear it again? He didn't know, but hearing what Jeongguk had said made him feel a lot better.

Sitting himself up, he was now face to face with the younger and rested his head on the boys shoulder, clutching him closely. This might've also been because of all the pride the older had but he struggled to find the words he wanted to say. In a situation like this he would either say I love you too or I don't know how to feel. Truthfully Taehyung really loved the boy.

Breathing out again, the male quietly spoke, "i love you too, I'm sorry..."

Once this phrase was let out, he could feel the boys body relax and pulling away from him. The older looked up and saw the sad smile on Jeongguk's face. Somehow this reminded him of how the youngers health had been deteriorating in the last couple of weeks. The guilt was eating him alive, all that was going through his mind now was all the other ways in which he could've handled the situation. Maybe even talked to the boy of how what he felt for him was wrong.

Knowing that he couldn't go back in time all he could do is fix what he'd broken.

Jeongguk stared at Taehyung quietly and asked, "can you kiss me?"his tone was small and vulnerable. Without a second thought, the male cupped his palm behind the youngers neck and pulled him in. What was supposed to be a quick peck turned into something deeper when the boy probed his tongue in. As he was trying to explore deeper in, he was halted when the older fought back. Twirling against each other rhythmically, Taehyung subconsciously started to caress his free hand around the boys chest.

Small moans from the younger flowed into the kiss and soon Jeongguk pulled away and slumped into the males arms. After all he was sick, he was tired and the car ride itself had taken a lot out of him. Knowing this, Taehyung ruffled the back of the boys hair, in a soft tone he suggested, "you should sleep, I'll make something for you to eat when you wake up..."

Pulling himself up, the last thing the younger wanted right now was to be separated from the male. Jeongguk shook his head gasped, "just order food— i mean make the food later, or you can even call someone in to make it..."

Being caught off guard, Taehyung stared at the younger for a moment before chuckling, "you could've just said that you wanted me to stay..."

With his cheeks red, the boy didn't know if it was from his fever or from the embarrassment he'd just felt. The older laid the younger down onto the mattress before joining him and wrapping his arms around him lightly. With a peck planted onto his forehead, Jeongguk smiled to himself before nuzzling into the males nape.

(I did not proof read this like always :-D)