~U DONT NEED ANYONE ELSE~

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I start running to Karli's house with tears my face full of smeared eyeliner. I couldn't stand the chance of her mom seeing me like this so I just sat in the grass in the middle of no were and called her to come down.
Me:*starts sniffling in tears* "karli I need you to come please I'm confused hurt and covered in chocolate pudding I need a brush and a new pair of clothes please and bring two water bottles?"
Karli:*gets worried and tries hard not sound worried*"Cindy are you okay I'm coming right now what happend were are u who hurt you I'm only way now"
Cindy:*wipes tears and cleans her face*"I'm were that plce looks like a desert and has a little gas station next to it and I'll tell u when ur hair bring a tissue box okay."
Karli:"okay I'm on my way don't do anything and worst of all don't hurt yourself love you coming"
Cindy:*clears throat*"I won't and thanks for being there for me."
*hangs up and crys even more*
I just can't get rid of this lump in my throat. I can't stand the laughing kids at my school it's like I'm just here to be humiliated."*starts crying even more* "am I just a joke? is that what everyone thinks of me as?why am I even here? god if your listening tell me why the fuck do people do shit to me. why the hell did you fucking create me for? i feel like a joke for people and it hurts. I try so hard for people to like me and they just never care I'm worthless. im just another piece of shit created in this crappy world but I stay alive and don't hurt myself for karli cause I love her. and I know she wouldn't survive if I died its like her leaving me for someone else god thank you for giving me such a good friend.

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