does he know [p]

one

[ cherry - harry styles ]

here i am, sitting on my bed and smiling like an idiot. sally just texted me to remind me that school is over in a month. 30 freaking days and i'll finally be free, free from this shitty school.

i finally stand up and plug my phone in before entering in my closet to grab some clothes.

as everyday, i spend most of the time looking for a good outfit instead of having breakfast. but today, i don't have time to cry about what i could look good in as i have an appointment with the principal.

nothing's important as it's about my speciality for next year. in fact it is important but i don't really care. the only thing that matters to me is him.

the fluffy-brown-haired-boy i'm simping over for a few months now. usually, i don't simp over someone or get a crush that fast, but he managed to catch my attention.

payton. his name's is payton, but he's not interested in me. not at all. and that's what makes me think there is nothing between us. in fact, there's nothing between us, i'm just overthinking about it.

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i exit the principal's office and hug my mom. the appointment went kinda good and i've chosen art for next year. my mom wasn't too happy with me choosing art over maths but that's my future right?

as i'm early and my first period won't start before 8 am, i still got time to do the homework i haven't done.

instead of studying last night, i spent my time watching one direction videos. fook i miss them so much.

i make my way to the studying room which is open and empty. before starting anything, i put on my airpods so i won't be bothered by the man who is cleaning the hallways.

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suddenly i feel someone gently tapping my shoulder. i jump at this and turn right to face him. i've never planned on meeting him at 7:30 in the morning in the studying room, what the fuck should i do??

i grab my airpods so i can hear him and close my copybook which is full of small drawings. because yes, instead of studying i decided to draw.

"could you give my your math homework please." a brown-haired-boy that i know now, asks me as he stares at my green copybook.

i laugh at his words then realize who is talking to me. but man, do i look like i've done my math homework ? i don't get a single shit about the pythagora's theorem.

"hmm i haven't done my math homework." i reply pulling a debby ryan as i brush my hair behind my ear.

payton rolls his eyes and doesn't bother to answer, then sits in a chair far from me at the back of the room.

fook. what have i done to him ? he's nothing but mean to me. i know i'm not a popular girl as all his friends are but he could at least be a little respectful. fook him i'm not simping over a jerk.

"wow that was nice." i whisper to myself hoping he didn't hear me. haha, guess what? he heard me and he's even walking to me right now.

"i'm not mean, you are mean for not wanting to share you homework." he says as he stands in front of me. wot? me? carla? mean? there's no fooking way. the only person i'm mean with is my brother when he annoys me.

he's definitely pissing me off today. "i told you i didn't do my math." i reply drily and being pissed off at his cute face.

talking about cute face, his dimples show up when he starts laughing. i didn't even say something funny so he's probably mocking me. what's wrong with me? i have a stain on my shirt?

i check my white shirt but it is still clean. "what?" i ask raising my eyebrow at him. i'll show him what does mean carla mean.

"you're telling me carla the nerd didn't do her homework? bahaha lemme laugh a second." he adds bursting in laughter.

ouch my heart. so he sees me as the freaking nerd of the highschool who is perfect ? but man, i'm not the one you think i am.

does he know? does he know how many seconds, minutes and hours i've spent thinking about him. i don't think so.

but i can't ruin the chance to discover him. i heard he's planning on moving to california for his last year in high school. i can't lose him. i know uber never knew him or got him, but what my life would be like ?

does he know how much he matters to me ?

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ok so here is the first part, it gives me one direction fanfic vibes in 2013 ew😭
also be prepared, i'll mention one direction in every chapter oop.