a dusty mind

미안

back then, someone came to me with a smile plastered on his face and said; life is sucks, why am I even here? then I look at him and wonder how could he let those words out of his mouth when life is all about being grateful.

but as I grew older, I realized how hard it is for him to let his guard down and let all those words came out of his mouth, and I regret it for not giving him the best hug I could ever give. 

I'm sorry, it must've been really hard for you, let's be happy now.