HYUNIN ONESHOTS

"Can we talk?" 🤍

⚠️Eating Disorder⚠️

Hyunjin was sitting on the couch flicking through channels, looking vacuously at the TV. He recently got his hair bleached blonde for the first time after he grew it out, he likes it a lot and hoped that STAY would too.
He had a beanie on and decided to take it off and put his hand through his soft locks. His hair was never this long and it takes a lot of energy and time to take care of it.

IN came back from the studio, he was recording some new lines for their new album 'Go Live' with 3RACHA. He strolled into the living room and saw Hyunjin and his new hair, Jeongin thought his heart stopped. He screamed causing Hyunjin so jolt forward in fear and ran towards him and started stroking Hyunjin blonde, fluffy locks.

"Oh my god jinnie this is so pretty on you! I love it!"
"Yeah I love it too... I'm just worried STAY might not like it as much."
IN walked over and sat on the couch beside Hyunjin and held his hands.
"STAY will love it... why do you say things like that Prince?"
That name makes Hyunjin all tingly however he was still a bit insecure of himself. Recently he's been having negative thoughts about himself but never really told anyone, he thought now was a good time to tell jeongin.

Hyunjin swept his hair out of his face and sat cross legged on the couch, facing IN. "Can we talk?"
Hyunjin said looking at his boyfriend causing Jeongin to also face him "of course baby".

Hyunjin took a deep breath "recently... I've been feeling insecure of myself. Looking at Lee know and Felix thinking that I'm not a good dancer or looking at Chan and Changbin thinking that I'm not strong or manly... I-I've not.."
Hyunjin choked on his words, trying not to cry. Jeongin held Hyunjins face in his hands, giving him time to continue. "I've not been eating a-as much. Now that I think about it, I'm proving all those netizens right, they think I look t-too skinny".
Jeongin stayed silent so that hyunjin could let all of this out, still comforting him physically.
"Do I even deserve to be here? I'm nothing but just a pretty face, I've not worked hard like you guys..."
As soon as Jeongins saw the tears running down Hyunjins face, he scooped him up and cuddled him on his lap.

"Jinnie... you are just as valuable as the other members, we're a family. We might need to have a talk with the other members. If you need to, you can ask JYP if you can stop performing for a few days. Your mental health is important Hyunjin, I don't like seeing you talk down to yourself."

Jeongin raised Hyunjins head up and kissed him softly. "I love your lips jinnie... I also love how angelic you look when you dance, I love when you get scared of the smallest of things, I love the way you dress, I love your hair, I love the way you cling to me when we sleep together." Hyunjin hid his blushing face in jeongins neck.

"I don't want to stop performing, the main reason I like it is because I'm with you guys. I feel safe."
"Jinnie you were born to dance, seeing you dance makes me so happy." "It makes me happy too."

Jeongin rubbed Hyunjins back for a short time before asking "do you feel better baby?"
Hyunjin sat up nodding, Jeongin held onto Hyunjin hands again. "Thank you for telling me this Hyunjin, I want to make sure that you're back on track and start eating healthy again, okay?" "Yes Jeongin, I promise I'll try to eat properly."

DA END

this one was shorter but I wanted to give you guys something after a long wait 💞