My Paramour

Prologue

Streams of tears were running down on my face.

I am hurting. I am damn hurting. 

Pero bakit walang nakikipag simpatya sa akin? Lahat sila ay masaya. All their attention were fix to the two couple in front of us, exchanging their marital vows. 

I should be there, I should be the one he was holding hands.

Ngunit huli na ang lahat, huli na para sa amin.

Five years ago, this is not the future of us I ever imagined. We were so happy way back then, but everything's turned into something we didn't expect. And now, I am in pain. So much pain that I can't bear it.

Hindi naman ako kailangan pero pumunta pa talaga ako. Kahit alam ko na masasaktan lang ako. But my dad told me that I should showed up, para suportahan ang kapatid ko. I obeyed, kahit masakit. Nasobrahan na yata talaga ako sa katangahan.

But before I could turn my gaze away, our eyes met. His eyes glittered.

"I love you," I mouthed before I turned my back away from them. I immediately left at the church.

Hindi ko na napigilan ang paglandas ng aking mga luha habang mabilis kong pinaandar ang aking sasakyan. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta, gusto ko munang mapag-isa ngayong gabi. Gusto kong mawala ang sakit na nararamdaman ko kahit ngayong gabi lang.

I am nowhere to go. 

Hindi ko alam kung saan na ako, ngayon. Ayoko pa silang makita, patuloy ko lang sasaktan ang sarili ko kung mananatili pa ako.

I don't know where to start. How to build myself again.

Mahal kita pero alam naman nating hindi tama ang pagmamahalan natin. Sana maging masaya ka. Paalam, mahal ko.

Without him. I'm lost! So lost!

Note:

Ilang stories narin ang naisulat ko ngunit lahat ng yun ay na i-unpublish ko rin dahil hindi ko matapos tapos. Sana sa pagkakataon na ito magkakaroon na talaga ng ending.

Happy Reading :-)

-Kairuee