Trauma got me bad bad
I dropped out of school in 8th grade
Basically had no friends
Boxed in boxed in my own world
Stuck in my fantasy like dreaming it to be real life
I waited without thinking but okay I realize
I'll just be alone like this I don't know what to do except for this
Stuffing ear with earphone with the volume increase
I don't wanna be alone
Because I don't want to forget imma sing this song anybody listening?
Brrrr brrrr
Accustomed to being forgotten
That's my immaturity
Trauma arising
From my doubts
What is the reason I’m alive?
Like a mudfish, some parts
Unfortunately make me miserable
I just wanna sing
Or else I’ll be more trapped in my trauma
My mind
Has become impoverished
Deeper and deeper
I can’t even find myself
Where is the end to this trauma?
I don’t even know, I need a hand to hold
I’m barely breathing
Like I forgot how
It’s too hard for me
To be lenient with myself
Feels like debt
All the light on me
The stage is getting bigger
But the place in my heart
Is so small
I’m in trauma it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah why can’t I forget
That’s my trauma my trauma yeah
Now it’s got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma I just wanna sing
That’s my trauma my trauma yeah
I slowly sink yeah
The songs will decrease too
Still I want to sing yeah
Anyone is fine
Please save me
Or else you can come back to me
("Trauma" english translation by genius.com)
