The truth hurts

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Narrators pov-

As Toby began to speak he had tears welt in his eyes. Something that normally didn't happen unless he did something completely terrible. Ben had noticed this, hugging the brown haired male close. "It's alright Toby, if you can't say it now then I know you'll tell me eventually. After all, we will be there for each other all the time. Right?" Toby couldn't do anything but nod. Not able to process words correctly from all the sadness and guilt he felt. But once he was done crying he spit it out. "I haven't been loyal..." Ben was surprised. "W-what... Toby, that's not true is it?" Toby nodded. "Slender had let me off the hook because I had came on his desk as he... Touched me in ways I'd only want you to."

To hear this, that not even Toby was safe here. But all Ben could do was feel the sadness he had felt in himself over flow. Seeping out his dark black and red eyes, covering his face as Toby walked out of the room. Not another word between the two of them for what seemed like forever. Everyone had noticed, the two hadn't shared not one word for two weeks. Jack finally bringing it up. "What the hell you two? It's like you grew apart in the past two weeks. Even I can tell and I hate most of you." Ben had jumped from his game to look at Jack as Toby sat there, not saying or doing anything.

Jack had sighed. "Whatever happened, you have both been through way worse, so go fuck or something to make up, you've done it before and you've been just fine after. So what's the difference here?" That's it, Toby had realized. "Jack is right... Th-there is no difference from before." His torrents kicking in and causing him to stutter and twitch a bit. Spurting a few nonsense words. Ben had sighed. "No this is very different from before. This time, you willing gave in. And that's different then being forced into something. Jack, thanks for the help anyways. But this time is very different." The small blond then walked out of the mansion as Toby looked upset. Jack then sighed and slugged Toby in the arm. "You live him, then go get him and say you love him. Make him believe and trust that you didn't want that."

Ben's pov-

I was pissed. I was happy Jack wanted to help for once but this time was to different to even just deny. I heard a voice yelling my name and turned to have Toby kissing me, and I kissed back. That's what I wanted. I always want this touch from him. And that's not going to change. "Ben, I didn't want that, I... I would never want to do anything with anyone but you. I was tired I didn't sleep because I could without you, then once I was told to do something I did, not thinking it through." Toby had tears running down his face, I felt bad for what happened that I started to cry, holding him tightly. "I'm sorry Toby! I was so mean!"

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