Changing The Mad Hatter

What Is A Heart Attack? And Do I Have To go?

Mad Hatter P.O.V.
I looked in my curvy, swurvy, reflective mirror. I was dressed in all white, with a bow necklace that choked my neck. The last time i've been in this suit was when it was the White Queens birthday, it's been way to long. "Looks good on a mad man. Haven't seen you in white for years" Cheshire of course. "Oh Cheshire i look completely foolish. You call me handsome when i find my self now where near pretty. So you stop your lying and just tell me, tell me the truth. Tell me i've lost my self, you said it once why not a few more, remind me of who i have become will you?" "You want to hear that? Ok..Mad Hatter you haven't changed a bit. Your still you, and Alice can't change you no matter where she is. Now why don't you put some faith in yourself and admit it. You are the Mad Hatter and you don't need any Alice to make your life complete. You said your self, you only need your tea and sugar."  "A ba humbug! I don't know why every one expects so much from me? I wish i would have never met her!" I walked out of my house and slammed the door. I flopped down in my raged chair and hit my head on the table and kept it their. "Mad Hatter....let's just go and enjoy the party.....hmm?" Some thing watery slipped down my face, some thing was happening to my heart? It was in pain? It hurt? I pulled up my head and felt more confused than ever. "Hatter...!" Cheshire eyes widened and he stared at me as if i turned into a beast, but mistake me for no beast. "Cheshire? What is this.....thing? Forbid me i'm having a heart attack! I've only heard of these things once! I'm having one! I'm having one!" "Mad Hatter.....Mad Hatter! Gosh Hatter your not having a heart attack! Your...well? Your crying."  "Why am i....crying? Dear god....i've done nothing wrong! My heart hurts though? I don't understand?"  "Hatter...look at me your hurt, and you just need to go to a nice party and relax. Look at the bright side, you have all of us, don't you love us Hatter?" Cheshire put up a strong smile. That's when my face was now adding more of these's so called? Heart attacks? "Cheshire...." "Ye...yes Hatter?" Cheshire said shockingly. "What's wrong with me?" My face was wet with tiny heart attacks all over. I couldn't control what ever this is. "Why won't they stop coming?" I asked as the heart attack fell from my face to the cloth on the tainted table. My heart attacks stained the cloth, my beautiful cloth. "Your crying because you miss Alice Hatter" Cheshire said looking down at the ground. "Of course i don't miss her? She's just some dumb girl who found me by mistake. I don't care for her or her heart. My hat and my house have more of a meaning to me than she does!" I pushed off the table and walked away from Cheshire, i started walking into the woods and did not stop for nothing. "Hatter...Hatter! Where are you going? I'm telling you the truth! You need to know that." "Leave me alone Cheshire! You wicked cat!" I started to speed up my pase. "Where are you going Hatter!"  "To this dumb tea party to show you that i have nothing Alice!" I stomped my way to the White Queens castle. "I know she means a lot to you but hiding it is even worse! Hatter come on...she's just a girl?"  "What do you think i'm hiding Cheshire? Hmm? What do you think a mad man would hide?" My eyes were turning a dark green, dark shadows appeared around my eyes i was past furious at this point. "Your hiding your love for Alice!" Cheshire said yelling a bit. He realized what he just said then slowly backed up. But i stopped walking and stood still.....didn't move an inch. "I don't love her...i....i can't....i" "Hatter but you do love her?" "Cheshire....what does she mean to me? Why am i crying?"  "Hatter stop with the tears ok? Let's just get to the tea party ok? Let's just have a good time?" Cheshire said smiling and leading the way now. "And what if i did love her? Do you really think she would really love a mad man? What is love any ways? Dear god what has Alice done to me?"  "Follow me come on Hatter, we are late!" "So? Take me to the queen. If were late, we'll be fashionably late! Let her deal with are timing. It does not matter to me?" We were now walking on white glass covered stones. It had the moons reflection on them the stars shined and i heard the lovely music playing from the White Queens castle. "Excuse me?.....thank you!" A little girl perky and sweet ran past, she had a candle and she ran straight for the castle. I smiled at the little perky flower, i looked over at Cheshire who was holding a candle, i smiled and grabbed it. i was holding the candle and we continued on to the party, i was finally happy, it's been awhile since i felt this way. "Aren't they beautiful?" Cheshire said staring at the lovely candles that glowed happily in my hands. "Ahh yes they are gorgeous! I can't believe i'm holding such beauty in my hands. I do hope the happy towns people have hats! If not i would love to make them all wonderful white hats! Oh and on those hats there would be glimmering white flowers or perfect critique bows of pure white, and they could be perfectly in nitted into the side of a bold crystal white hat!" "They sounds gorgeous to make" Cheshire said smiling as we were almost at the front gates. " I hope they have lovely tea, I haven't tasted their tea in years and last time wasn't much of a charm either! The white widdled rabbit gave me such non sense and their tea....oh gosh...it tasted like old ramas crunch bunch she left out for the past weeks, months, and years and their sugar didn't make a slight difference in the terrible rotten tasting tea!" A women dressed in a gorgeous white dress passed by me, she needed a hat! "Excuse me ma'am? It appears your missing something from your gorgeous outfit?"  "Oh...no! What is missing?!? Did i leave my watch my white encrusted watch!"  "Mrs. your missing a hat!"  "But why would i need a hat? I'm fine. But thank you for the offer?" She grabbed her child's arm and rushed away. I frowned and felt this weird feeling again. "Hatter....don't worry? Some people are just out of style...you know? Trust me she was just being totally rude!" Cheshire said shaking his head. "Yea...i guess if you put it that way...." I was still feeling weird. People always treated me weirdly? I was honestly starting to notice it the more i went out around people like that women who was being apparently rude? "Ahhhh Mad Hatter you came! Oh I couldn't be more happy to have you here! Let us all have fun and forget the bad's, lets keep to the good!" The White Queen gave me a huge hug and kissed my cheek. "Ahh my lovely cat! How i missed you beautiful Cheshire! How are you doing?"  "Oh my Queen, i am more better than ever. You know i'm a traveler? I've always been." He said grinning wider than ever. " And how about you Hatter? How have you been?" She said slowly.  "Me? Oh? well....umm...i'm getting to good, little by little. I can't wait to try your tea!"  I was feeling pretty good.  "Hmmm.....i know my tea was better this time than last time...." She smiled and winked. " Well why don't we head inside and get our selfs comfortable? Does that sound alright?" She said looking for a postive answer.  "Sound delightful" I said smiling back at her.  " Oh....well come right in! please....tonight is a night you will never forget! Trust me you will love it......Oh and Hatter?"   "Yes my Queen?"   " I love your outfit.....it's perfect! and i would love to have you make a hat for me....if you can that is?"   I smiled biggest at the moment i was finally needed! I haven't made hats for years! What are hats? Hats..? Hats..? Ummm..?some thing that? Umm...a piece of food? No...can't be? I have never ate a hat? Have i....? A hat is a house! Yes...it's a house! No....Yes...No?  "Umm....Hatter are you all right?" The Queen asked.  "Oh dear. Can't you tell me what a hat is..oh please remind me?"  "Oh Hatter....the word hat is even in your name? Gosh...a hat is...."    "A hat is a clothing or design you wear on your head! Why are you telling me that? I already know what a hat is my Queen? No need to tell....i mean it's even in my name?"   "Oh Hatter...ha. Yes why am i telling you? Why don't we get to the dinning room and have dinner?"   "Oooh please! I haven't ate for days! I'm going in first!" Cheshire said floating away quick.  "Cheshire! Get back over here! where are your manners!?! Don't rush in again like that, unless it's ok with this fair Queen!" I said yelling a bit.   "Hatter it's alright. Calm down....calm. We can all walk in together at the same time....and i do respect your manners Hatter...but no need to yell. We don't want to scare my people do we?"   "No ma'am......i know....i know....I am just a embarrassment.."  i said frowning.  "No! Hatter your a great guy...your no embarrassment? Your a gentle man! A loving beautiful hat maker!" She said putting her hand on both sides of my face and pulling my chin up to where we were making eye contact. "No more frowning...and Cheshire have manners..please? Ok? Then lets head off!" We walked into the castle and i missed it so much! But i had a great idea to make this night even better! And it will be the big Finish!

( Well hey every one thank you for reading this story....i hope i'm doing a good job so far...Let me know if it could use some more work, any thing really.   :D  And i would like to hear who some of you are inspired by......If some new people didn't read the first page...i am a Johhny Depp lover <3  <3  And he inspires me to become an actor but so does a very special man named Ian Somerhalder too ;D But both are great guys any ways. But yup those are my favorite guys and maybe a few others ;)  But yeah next chapter will be coming soon plenty of more Mad Hatter parts i hope....we will see. I will maybe increase the chapter to be a bit longer....So expect more crazy things to happen!  And if your were wondering threw out the story the Mad Hatter doesn't know what tears are So he ends up thinking there called heart attacks since his heart is hurting while he's crying he thinks he's having one because that's the only thing he has heard of that involves pain in the heart. Just to clear that up some of you that may be confused?!?! :D But yes i will be back with plenty of more to tell on. My the Mad Hatter be with you <3 )