New year of school, first day.
First day, what can be bad? Meeting teachers, talking to our old friends, new classrooms, I mean new same things. First day wasn't that hard, completing our information hang out, only for the teachers to know us. That doesn't even work at all. For me, its very boring, meeting up with the same people? Nah not for me, actually... I don't even talk to new people usually. I don't too many friends. So, basically, its the same thing. I only have like one friend, maybe a group of people that I talk to, thats all. Not very interesting, not even for me. I'm that kind of girl that just goes to school to study, I mean talk to friends, be weird, thats all.
My days are the same everyday, well, at least they were. I woke up, change, walk to school, school library, classes, home. Without details. I have strict parents, so there's nothing to do. If I get in problems, its going to be a big problem, big consequences, so I keep it low. I don't usually go to friends houses or anything like that. I prefer to stay at home, not very social. My days are kind of very boring for people, sometimes to me, but I got used to it.
I can be weird, funny, friendly, like a normal teenager, but I was more of happy, girly, loud, I am funny, not going to lie in that.
Im the student with good grades only to keep their parents proud, because thats all I can do. I weirdly get a long with the teachers, or to be fair, they get a long with me. Maybe because my realistic attitude, or my grades, or I dont know. Sincerely I dont know why they like me, I just keep my profile normal. I only like 6 persons in my school to be sincere. 1. My teacher of ESL, from last year, he's very funny, and nice. I tell him everything, and he understands a lot. He keeps my secrets too. He used to gave me snacks when I was hungry at a random time, and I gave him candy, he's favourite ones. 2. My another ESL teacher from last year, she's mad sometimes, but I keep talking to her, and I go to help her to clean or to talk to her. 3.My last year math teacher, she helps me when I don't understand something in math, even though she is my teacher from last year, sometimes she lets me stay with her, in her class, when I don't want to be home. Very kind and understanble. She keeps my secrets too. 4. My history teacher from last year. Last year I used to talk him a lot, I still do, I go to his hall everytime I can to say hi, he is the only one that lets me say hi to him while he's in class. He gaves me candy and I do too. Very, very funny, I have to admit. People don't like him at all, because she is bad sometimes, but they are mean to him and I understand. 5. The school librarian, he IS THE KINDNESS PERSON I EVER KNEW. I pass all my days in the library and talk to him about books, he recommends me books he knows I'm going to like, and keep my secrets and understands me. 6. The Janitor, there are a lot of janitors at my school, but I'm very kind to one, she is the only one that is not mean to be and one of my friends. She talks to me very kindly and I do too, if I can I help her, and she makes my day. I give her candy whenever I can. She is the best.
All this people know him. Maybe when I return to school are going to ask about him, Why they dont see me with him?, Why im not happy? Why I don't have the same smile? And enthusiasm. They are going to know. They used to see me so happy with him... but getting out of the topic. Im very worried.
Maybe you may be asking... Why you get a long with your teachers from last year and not your new teachers? Well my last teachers were nah, not for me. I prefer the old ones. More understandable. More for me. I'm like one of many, many few people that go with them. I give them the respect that they deserve, that's all. Too many memories. Good memories.
Getting to the topic of first day of school, I really thought that this year was going to be boring like last, with a little bit of drama and all of that, but there wasn't going to be new people in my life, I was wrong. But what can a 13 years old think about? At least the old me...
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My First Last.
RomanceI really hope we get to see us again, and don't be a mess by then. I loved you, and still love you, but maybe I have to say goodbye. My own story of love, complicated, him. ----------------------------------------------------- You are My First Last.