I still live in the past

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I still live in the past
Even the time flies so fast
I don't even have a chance
To move myself away in trance

The pain still lingers around me is unbearable
As if it couldn't just vanish like a bubble
The pain was so hard to understand
Just like when you don't know where you stand.

I feel dull and drain
Crying my heart out
Trapped in a pool of pain
Like there is no way out.

Aghast with the strike of reality
or so I end up so haughty
Almost loosing my mind
Like a pieces that hard to find

A mind stopped functioning like its broke
With a heart as cold as an ice
The thoughts that seems to have froze
Seems visible with my own eyes.

Where no one can see it
Blinding them with fake smiles
Even no one can notice it
One of the things I easily hides

More like no one seems to care
With me battling with my own war
Where I'm the only ones aware
Fighting and striving to go far

It was so heart-breaking
And so my heart tearing
Wondering how will I survive
In these feelings I can't revive.

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