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Y/n felt cheated, cheated from the world, she HATED it, this new feeling that caused her to feel like puking after she watched them. Them.
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𝕱𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖍𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐
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|Y/n p.o.v|
I happily skipped towards the Phantomhive manor. It's been so long since I've seen my beloved, Ciel. It was a really bothersome trip since I went abroad to study in America, but it was worth it.
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"I'm beat!" I said as I finally arrived at the manor. I slightly knocked on the huge doors. The two huge doors opened as I watched in awe.
"Welcome, I suppose you are lady y/n, am I right? " The tall man with handsome features inquired. "Y-yes" I blush tainted my cheeks. He chuckled and moved aside. "May I please get your belongings and put them in your designated room" He offered his hand, I gave him my suitcases. "Ciel is up in his office, if I can excuse myself I'll be heading to your room and I'll meet you both up in the office" He quickly disappeared. I walked over to the stairs and looked around trying to find the things that may have changed. 'Everything seems the same' each step echoed through the manor.
I finally got to his office and knocked gently. "C-come in" I twisted the door knob and pushed. He was there, hair ruffled, his clothes were a mess, and his face looked very flushed. "Is there something wrong Ciel" I worridly said. "N-no there is nothing w-wrong" as he griped his pencil and looked like it was about to snap in half. I was about to walk over to him in the other side when he stopped me. "I said I'm okay!" That surprised me and return back to my place. "Um, okay if you say so" I fidgeted around.
The door opened and I whirled around. Sebastian came in carrying a tea set with sweets. "My Lord, it seems that y/n will be staying here for a couple of months" I nodded at the butler. "Yeah, I just wanted to meet you again, since it was about 9 years we haven't met and, you know" "I see" Sebastian poured a cup of warm tea for me and placed the set in Ciel's table and left.
"You should explore the m-manor " He hissed. "Are you sure you are okay? "."Yeah I'm just tired". " Okay, I'll go around the manor " I stood up and quickly took off. As I passed the hallway a bumped against a maid. "Eh- oh i-im sorry I didn't s-see where I was looking" The maid stutter trying to regain balance. "Oh no, it's my fault for not looking where I was going" I smiled. "Name's y/n, what's yours? " Cheerfully extended my hand.
"My n-name's Mey-rin" She said as she shaked my hand. "I'm glad there's is another girl in this manor! " I excitedly said. "So where were you going Mey-rin?" I chimed. "I-i was just going to the laundry" Mey-rin sheeply said. "Oh I can help!"."N-no my lady you mustn't"." Hey, it's no biggie and don't call me 'my lady' call me y/n" She nodded and headed towards the laundry room.
After we finished putting the laundry to dry a blonde boy came charging towards us at full speed "Hey! Finnian don't charge at us like that!!! " Mey-rin yelled in hopes of getting the boys to stop, but he didn't stop. "His name is Finnian? ". " Yes he's the manors gardener" I nodded. "Finnian!!! Stop charging at us" And just like that he stopped. "Nee~ Finnian, Mr. Sebastian told you not to charge at people like that, or you will tramble all over them"
She said as a matter of fact. 'So he's tramble over people before' I giggle imagining the images in my head. "Uwa Mey-rin the flowers aren't blooming " He cried. "Can I see the flowers" I said with a pique of interest. He rapidly grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bed of flowers."Oh I see.... " I said, the flowers were in a very bad shape they were looming each other. I kneeled and touched the soil. It's fresh. I rubbed it on my fingers and smelled them. That's it. "Hey um Finny, can I call you Finny? ". "Yeah Finny is okay" He sobbed. "Did you put something on the soil? ". "I didn't, I only put herbicide in the weeds" I looked at his back. " I think it's because the lid was opened" I scratch my neck. There was a boom in the manor. "What was that!". I go run over to the source and opened the door. Smoke clouded my vision. I coughed. A man rushed out, coughing. " I guess that didn't work out as well as I thought it would be heh" He stated. "What happened? ". "My lady, I was just trying to cook some meat with a flamethrower, I thought it was just going to do the work faster but I see it didn't" He sighs.
Sebastian appeared and bonked the man hard enough a pink bump grew in his head. "My lady, I suggest that you go to your room for the day, I'll take care of the mess" He smiled at me. "Okay, thank you" I waved at all the servants and went around the manor. 'Should I go to Ciel's office to see how is he doing' I stopped in my tracks and turned around to head to his office.
Once I got to his office I stopped and sighed. 'Wait... What's that sound' I placed my ear next to the door when I heard it. Ciel was moaning. I gasped. I checked the keyhole afraid that it was what I thought. A girl was on top of him. Both of them, naked. Tears welled up in my eyes. I clasped my mouth.
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'I want to puke, I want to leave, I don't wanna be here' I resisted the urge and ran to my room. 'I don't care if they heard me, I don't care, I don't care'
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I packed my suitcases and dressed up ready to leave.
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𝕻𝖚𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖙 𝕸𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 - Undertaker x fem!reader -
FanfictionY/n doesn't want to live anymore, she feels tricked by the world, tricked by Ciel. She tries to escape the manor, successfully she escapes but meets her fate at end of it.