Criminal BLACKTAN

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She laid in bed, her head hurt. Lisa was so ready to just get this mission over with and run away. Running away was easy. Having so much friends around the world made it easier. Of course having Jisoo and jennie around could make things easier as well, but she knew if that would happen, the sisters would have to split. Jennie was closest with Chae and Jisoo was closest to Lisa and she wouldn't dare break the half-sisters bond, even as chaotic as it may seem. However, thinking about Jungkook made her head hurt.

She was screwed.

How was she going to tell him the truth? She wasn't even sure if she wanted to. She wanted to ride the plan out and run away with him. Run away. Those were the key words though.

She was so entangled with herself that the last thing she even fathomed is hurting kook.

She then face palmed her forehead. "His fucking mother."

"Who's mother?"

She froze at those words. It was the deep voice she had been so moved by. The voice that truly did rob her heart in the worst of times.

"Lis?"

"Oh it was just a dream Kook. You can go to sleep."

"Lisa. I wasn't asleep and you weren't either." He chuckled.

It was that sound that made the guilt weigh even more.

She shifted a bit, now feeling familiar with her surroundings as her thoughts seemed to drown out her memories of coming home from the hideout. While moving, the arms around her waist tightened.

"Where are you trying to go?" He smiled softly.

Even in this calming setting, having him here, smelling the musk on his chest mixed in with her perfume, it felt like a nightmare. The guilt was hungry and was obliged to eat her up. Lisa turned to him and caressed at his cheek. His big brown orbs stared down at her, making the queeziness in her stomach rile up.

Dumb. All she could find in her heart was to call herself dumb. Not until his hands caressed at her jaw is when she felt stress begin to melt off her back. Her head cuddled into his palm and he smiled a bit too bright. Too big for her liking. That's when the guilt came back. It's whenever he treats her with so much kindness, that's when she refuses to be happy. Because at the end of the day, she used him.

"Jeon?"

"Yes, Park."

"Your mother is the only reason why you're doing this, right?"

She wanted so much for him to just say "yeah. She's my top priority." So it would be easier to rip the band aid off.

The raven haired male nodded and she felt her spine relax from so much tension until he opened his mouth. "Well technically, she's the main reason. I have my other reasons." He eyed her body language and it made him nervous.

"Why? Do you not want to go on with the mission?"

She shook her head and the boy couldn't help but worry.

"Park Lalisa. In many years of knowing you, I have never seen you act like this. I have also never seen you feel guilty so it leads me to think that you're guilty of something. "

"Why are you in my bed again?" She spoke, eyebrows furrowed.

"No, you're in my bed. I was just laying and you came and slipped in my sheets. Now no more asking questions. Spill Lis. I'm really growing impatient here."

She would be a liar if she said she didn't like his assertive words. He was always so kind until there was moments that needed pressure.

"Jungkook there's a lot of things that you really don't know. Things ive done that I'm not proud of and I'm sure you've been there, ya know. Everybody's been there. Its-"

"Stop stalling."

"How much do you know about us? How much do you know about yg?"

"Well you guys are the center of many drug dealing businesses. Yg is notorious most more for stealing. I'm sure it's a lot of more stuff and we're sure on murder-"

"You know that story red robin hood? Yg kinda started like that. It was something for the people. Jennie and Jisoo's grandfather started it in the 50s to keep money regulating for the poor. Chanhyun worked on trying to get things for cheap and sell it to the rich 10 x the amount and tobacco and weed was at its all time lowest since gasoline was booming."

"I didn't know that. We've never really had any information on you guys."

"It doesn't really stop there. Sometime when eonnies dad came to take over, the government got into our games and that's where you guys come in. The fbi. Tell me Jungkook, before me, have you ever caught anyone?"

"No. We've never caught a yg fugi- a yg member."

This made Lisa chuckle and shake her head. "No need to correct. We are fugitives. But anyways, we got into ties with the mayor of Seoul. Ya know, where you're stationed at. Do you have a crazy guess as to why we never get caught? Its because we always get tips on where you guys are. We helped the economy some and he was grateful until we started bringing in too much money, tipping off the weight of how much 1,000 won really is. And that's when yg was beginning to look a bad thing. Not because we sell drugs, but because money was losing value and so the mayor started having second thoughts on ever working with Heechul. So my father came in but it just kept getting worse. "

Jungkook was surprised to say the least. All that he was hearing was some what fascinating.

"Jungkook, I used you. To get back at the Mayor. To get yg's money back. To get yg's pride. At first, I thought we were just interrogating you so we could figure out how close you guys are to busting us. I never knew the government was included. I swear Jeo-""

And that's where he shushed her. Pain was written on his face be he didn't dare show it through his words. He just stared at her and blinked.

"Its okay, baby. Remember in the beginning of this all, I used you to get close."

And that's where she froze and stared at him as well. Now both do them were just looking at each other, shaking their heads.

"What the fuck are we?" Jungkook chuckled, licking his bottom lip.

"We are farmers bum budududum dum dum dum." Lisa sang the jingle quietly and couldn't help but feel relieved.

"We seriously got too much to unload on each other if we're always gonna be with one another."

"Always gonna be with eachother?" Jungkook had puzzled all over his face.

And thats when Lisa felt the need to unwind her whole plan and all that was on her mind.