Baka Sakali // Completed

Simula

Simula

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May mga bagay talaga na hindi para sayo dahil naniniwala ako may mas maganda pang nakalaan sayo kaysa sa gusto mo.

There are things that aren’t meant for us even we want it so bad. Just like love, we all want an ideal boyfriend. A good and handsome boyfriend, kind, religious, family oriented, has manners and principles. We all want that but nobody is perfect we all have our flaws.

Have you ever love someone so much that you end up letting him go because it’s for the best? Even how much you want to hold on but it will only hurt more if you’ll hold on more?

Have you ever loved someone that you forgot yourself? All of your love you gave it and you forgot to leave for yourself.

That you end up losing your self.

Have you experience that?

“Shan! Kanina kapa nakatulala dyan!” Desiree said.

Bumalik ako sa reyalidad. Sa reyalidad na wala na sya, wala na sya sa piling ko.

Ngumiti ako sakanya bago nagsalita.

“Nandyan ka pala!” I said.

“Hay nako! Kanina pa kita tinatawag pero nakatulala ka lang dyan! Naalala mo na naman sya?” tanong nya saakin.

“Lagi naman….” Mahinang sabi ko.

“Shan, mag move on kana matagal na yun, sya naka move on na may pamilya na at anak!” sabi nya.

It made my heart hurt much. Knowing the fact that he isn’t mine anymore and now he have family now. And me, still stuck in this misery.

“Hayaan mo na…” sabi ko at nag linis nalang ng counter.

It’s been 7 years since I saw him. I don’t know what’s going on in his life. I don’t even have news about him because my mom block everything about him.

Since that day…..

“Sya nga pala alam mo naman diba dadating sya sa kasal ko?” biglang sabi ni Ree.

I almost forgot that he’s invited on Desiree and Mike’s wedding. It means I might see him!

I’m sure he’ll be surprised! Or is just me? I’ll assume things again…

“Sige…at sa tingin ko naman busy ako sa catering.” Palusot ko sakanya but the truth is I’m nervous as heck.

“Sabagay ikaw kinuha ni Mommy mag cater! Ang sarap kasi ng luto mo! Baka naman discount!” aniya natawa ako sa sinabi nya.

“Loka!”

“Sige una muna na ako kasi alam mo na bukas na ang kasal kailangan mag beauty rest! Adios!” aniya at humalik sa pisnge ko.

“Ingat!” sabi ko sakanya.

Nag ayos na ako mga ibang upuan sa restaurant ko. Agad naman lumapit ang isang empleyado para pigilan ako.

“Hala, Maam! Ako na po dyan!” Hailee said.

“It’s okay, Hailee. I can handle myself.” I assured her.