Kit's past (sorry bout the horrid picture)

Mount Ebbot

"Why were you even born, you freak!?!" My mom yelled at me while cutting my arms and legs with a kitchen knife, she must be drunk I can smell it on her breath the all too familiar smell that left a weird taste in my mouth. How can she stand it? I tried it when she first started drinking it left a burning sensation in my mouth and throat.
"Go to the basement, change and clean up your nasty blood before it stains the tile and cook me dinner!" " Yes M-Sally" I whispered, she hates it when I call her Mom just because I have differences like my gray fox ears poking through my blonde hair and my two gray fox tails that ended in black and the fact I'm gender fluid meaning I switch from male to female. I went to my 'bedroom' more like basement and grabbed the pocket knife my brother gave me the year before he died my name in-graved in the cherry wood handle 'Kit' I opened it looking at my family's motto 'Never give up, or you'll never soar through life' on the silver blade, then added more cuts to my arms watching memorized as my beautiful molten silver blood slowly poured from my veins spilling on the hard, cold stone floor then went to guest bathroom and cleaned the cuts on my arms and legs then bandaged them and changed from my white shirt and black basketball shorts to my gray hoodie and black jeans to cover up the bandages and scars and went to clean up and cook dinner but not for me but for my mom I had to sneak at midnight just to eat.  I cooked  two pork chops and vegetables for Sally and grabbed a bottle of whiskey and set it on the dinner table Mom destroyed the other three chairs that were for the oldest brother, Sans and the younger brother, Papyrus and for the youngest, Me but Sans and Papyrus climbed Mount Ebbot for a hike but never came back Mom started drinking and eventually started having drunken rages yelling at me, hitting me, destroying objects in the house "Good whatever gender you are right now, go to the basement and stay there I'm having company later" "Yes Ma'am" I replied and went to the basement and got in the sleeping bag and took a nap " I going to get you! " Sans playfully called out 3 year old me giggled from my hiding spot, giving away my spot "Gotcha!" Sans said triumph of capturing me then I felt the usual pain of going from a boy to girl " Shhhh it's ok I'm here I'll always be here" Sans whispered in my tiny fox ear I woke up remembering what Sans and Papyrus looked like Sans had brown hair with light blue eyed and navy blue pattern he was always a bit lazy always with the puns and jokes mainly about skeletons while Papyrus had the same brown hair expect he had black highlights and pale brown eyes with dark brown pattern in them he always said 'Nyeh heh heh heh' honestly it was hilarious and for some reason he loved spaghetti while I was the oddball I have dirty blonde hair and ocean blue eyes with gray veins and with hints of pale yellow and gray fox ears with black tips and two gray fox tails with black tips, I always used to pull pranks and constantly falling asleep even standing up once now I'm depressed and barely getting sleep I had bags under my empty eyes my eyes now look like the if the ocean lost its beauty and shine and it remains still because it no longer have the fish and sea creatures keep it moving because they all were killed by man so now the ocean is empty of life and its dirty filled with oil and other poisonous things that kill and the ocean no longer had its mysteries because they were all discovered and were taken away from their home to be studied "Why don't you just take it to Mount Ebbot and put it with the other monsters" I heard a voice say, Karen the town's gossip queen and pig nose mayor I wish I could wrap my hands around her fat neck and strangle her but my hands are too small "damn it" I whispered, I looked around finally making my decision I'm going to Mount Ebbot. I packed my worn black backpack with things I need and broke the small window and jumped out of it before my 'mom' could stop my and I ran to the tallest mountain and found a cave "Man this cave is dark and-AHHHH" I tripped on vine in mid sentence