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I cry with only my led lights on purple because of my ❇aesthetic❇

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I cry with only my led lights on purple because of my ❇aesthetic❇

Its not gay if I wanna h*ld my boyfriend's h*nd right? Or k*ss him on the ch**k? I love my boyfriend and they really helped me feel better, my tummy stopped hurting and my tears are stopping. My headache isnt as bad anymore either. I wannt h*g my boyfriend really badly and go stargazing. I wanna go stargazing with them! I wanna go to the movies with them! I wanna h*ld h*nds and walk in the rain together! I wanna cosplay with them and draw with them! I wanna be married to them!! I know our wedding is on the 29th which is our two month anniversary but for once in a relationship I feel loved. I dont feel like I'm being pushed to the side or lied to. I feel genuinely happy they care about me and I love them. I can't wait to meet them and tell my parents to fuck off. I wanna make my boyfriend happy! I wanna try making them cookies even if they don't eat the cookies itd be perfectly fine by me. Im not going to do anything to hurt them or make them uncomfortable. Id be awkward at first meeting them but after a hour i think id be okay. like i hate kaito but id cosplay kaito so they can be shuichi. ill be ouma and theyd be saihara. hell id be amami and theyd be saihara. we could cosplay as animal crossing characters. We could play games together and watch tv. I daydream a lot so dont blame me for my thoughts. I like thinking of a happy life. One where I'm with them and we have a nice place. One where i get the help i need. You know i might be crazy but its fine because thats who i am. Sorry this is getting really long

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