WHY? : a poem by Me.

WHY?

Why?   

A way to understand my emotions

I feel…

I am sad. There are many emotions for sadness. Many ways to express sadness. I am fully capable of expressing emotions. Why? 

Well, I am now happy. Why am I happy? Because I smile? 

Oh, now I am mad. Why are you mad? Because a smile can hide pain from deep inside. If you smile too long, the problem can only get worse in that amount of time.

And now I’m stuck in a situation where I cry. Why do people cry? Well, I cry because people don’t understand me. 

Nobody is perfect. Everyone has their own shape, way or form to love, hate, hurt, and be happy for people.

Now I am stuck in my mind. All I can think of is how long will I be here….trapped in my own body. I have to escape.

Oh dear, there is no escape. I have to listen to rules, restrictions, and things keeping me away from a normal life.  

Why don’t they understand? Why don’t they accept? Why do I try and fail every time? Why? 

Now I feel fear. Why do people not like me? Will I be alone forever? What happens when you die? Will people miss you? Those are some common questions people are scared to ask too often.

Trust. Trust is hard, or trust is easy. Trust is a bond that is easily broken for some. Trust for me is like continuing to trust a liar even though you know the consequence. 

Disgust. People judge too quickly. They say “ew”, “disgusting”, or call names when they don’t like something. Why? 

Anticipation. Oh my, what to say about this one? I have no clue! Anticipation is like looking forward to a LIE. I want dad to come home soon mom. “Well sweetie maybe he is stuck at work” Oh ok mom. Then IT IS A LIE. That poor girl will NEVER GET WHAT SHE WANTS. Be careful of what you want in life, because it may not come. WHY?

Why Is life not fair?
Why do parents not come home after a fight?
Why Are people so involved in politics
Why does this three letter word exist in life?

WHY?