I decided I was going to go to Iwaizumi's house. I walked up to the front door and knocked on it. Iwaizumi opened the door for me and we went to his bedroom. I sat on his bed while he went downstairs to get something. I was getting kind of nervous. I didn't know what was going to happen considering I hadn't talked to Iwaizumi in over a month.
He came back upstairs, carrying a plate with what looked like bread on it.
"Milk bread." he handed me the plate and I looked down at it. Milk bread was my favorite food, so I picked one up and placed it to my lips. With slight hesitation, I bit into it. I was still eating when Iwaizumi started talking."You weren't trying to drown yourself at the river, right?" he asked. Why would I drown myself? Did it look that way? I guess I didn't really care about dying but...
"No." I answered. I kept eating my milk bread.
"How did you break your knee?" I don't know why but I felt like I was being interrogated.
"I don't know," I said quietly, my voice cracking. There was no way he would believe me. To my surprise, he didn't say anything. He didn't look like he believed me, yet he didn't question it.
I finished off the last bit of milk bread there was left, and Iwaizumi took the empty plate and brought it back downstairs. I lied down on his bed and stared up at the ceiling. It would take me a while to recover from everything. Maybe I would be numb forever. I couldn't forgive Iwaizumi that easily, could I?
Iwaizumi came back into the room. He came over to me and stood there for a while before dragging me off the bed by pulling my hair.
"Ow!" I yelled.
"I'm doing this so you can feel something. Feel the pain and embrace it," he actually started to rip my hair off like it wasn't attached to my head. I felt patches of hair fall around me, on my shoulders, clothes, and the floor. Why was this happening?
I sat up as I felt cold sweat run down my back. My heart was beating hard against my chest. It had only been a dream.
I heard footsteps run from across the room to where I was. Iwaizumi came over to me, looking confused and concerned. This time he had actually come back and not just in my dream.
"Oikawa are you ok?" I touched my hair to make sure it was still there and nodded. "Don't go fucking mute on me, Shittykawa," wow I guess he changed his attitude in just a short amount of time.
"I'm fine, Iwaizumi," I replied under my breath.
"Huh? Since when did you call me that?" he asked.
"Hajime." he blinked and stared at me blankly.
"Iwaizumi Hajime." he still didn't say anything.
I sighed.
"Iwa-chan," he looked amused. Iwa-chan is so stubborn. And he's so mean. He was just being nice to me a while ago and then he started to act like this again.He took a deep breath. He seemed like he didn't want to act too aggressive towards me. He pulled up a chair and sat on it, this time speaking in a calmer tone.
"Ok, I'm sorry for wasting your time, you can leave if you want."
A/N
ok sorry for the tiny bit of cursing in this story. I don't know why this took me so long to write I kept spacing out. This was a really boring part to write but I have this story somewhat planned out, I know what I want to happen at least.
Ok but why is it always 4 am when I write? It's 5 right now though
Also I took a break yesterday so I could get sleep so I'm fine (I think?)
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