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Starley's POV

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Just a normal college day of a 20 year old girl, who got impregnated by the biggest gang leader in the country with twins.

What a life.

Fucking fantastic.

Literally a million thoughts flooded my mind after this sudden breakthrough of emotions adorning my heart from the venture back into the college. This is possibly the most life changing fact that might encounter in my life till date, that is, after the fact when I knew where the flavour vanilla comes from.

And because of that, I will see vanilla as the same. But this is even more serious, like holy shit. I didn't know what to feel at the moment, other than feeling the fear creep onto my back and just linger around because Belle's constant worrying was bothering me.

Belle never worries about anything, like ever. She's that confident when it comes to everything, and this is the first time I'm seeing her worry so much about me. She's not telling me something, but I know it has to do with me carrying the blood of possibly why thousands of villains would wish death upon them.

Davien has tons of enemies, like a shit ton of them which I don't even know exist. And now would this discovery, I don't know whether to panic about the fact that other than Carter Pablo, more people might be after me, and they might be a lot worse than him. Not only that, even these unborn little devils might create a new history in the criminal world.

Just imagine, the sole leader of the Silent Wolves, who was feared by any common man living in America, was expecting not one, but two little versions of himself.

Like bruh, I don't want to think about it much, but I can't ignore the fact that a stupid drunk mistake would lead to a life threatening danger in my own life, and his own. And now, the only thing that was calming me down was the thought of not wanting to overact and just embrace myself.

I couldn't stop touching my belly ever since we left the hospital, just the thought of life growing inside me all this time became so precious to me. I still can't believe that I got knocked up.

To think these beautiful blessings were always with me these whole months, always during those mental breakdowns, harsh misunderstandings, and everything bad combined, it warmed my heart to feel the fact that I was never alone.

I never knew you could get pregnant during your first time, even when we used protection.

Looks like the universe wants me to be a mom.

But I have no idea on how to be a mom.

I didn't have a real mom in my life...what makes me think I'll be a good one, oof.

But I knew one thing for sure, that when I saw my babies today, they became my whole fucking world.

I never really had a reason to think about life in a very cheerful manner, and that was because I was never given the chance to live properly. Problems would always tail my existence and create chaos, to the point where I would even think about giving up, but now it was like...hmm...I became an even bigger dramatic person.