"Xavier, where are you taking me to, and what do you want to talk about" he had dragged me out of the cafeteria and now he was literally dragging me to where I don't know. I know what you're guessing "why wouldn't I know is it not my school" but can you blame me? It's a really huge school. "We're here" he said pushing me into the room. "What is this place?"I asked, observing the place and noticing brooms and mops lying scattered everywhere "is it a janitors closet?" " Yes Beth it is a janitors closet, now forget the room we need to talk". "What do we need to talk about, you've been saying 'we need to talk' but I still don't know what we need to talk about, so hit the nail on the head already" I said obviously impatient, truth be told I was nervous because I had absolutely no idea what he wanted to talk about
"Do you like me?"he asked (Cough cough)
"of course Xavier I like you cause you're my friend" I said trying to play dumb.
"No Beth I mean do you like like me?" He said looking at me right I'm the eyes like he could see through me. He looked kind of sad and worried and pained, I wish that I can just tell him how I feel, I wish that was can shout it out loud for the whole world to hear.
I wished that I could tell him that I love him but sadly I can't, I've had this huge crush on Xavier when I said it was teeny tiny bit of crush I lied, I started crushing on him ever since I was fifteen, but I didn't want to tell him neither did I want him to get too attached because of... my health condition, what if I told him I loved him then something happens to me he will definitely never forgive me.
"Xavier I... I... I can't tell you that" I said looking away from his mesmerizing blue eyes,
"what do you mean 'you can't tell me that'? Beth I know what you're hiding, Beth I know you love me but why are you trying to hide it, why? Beth if you must know I love you and I love you with all of my heart but you're hurting me by trying to hide your love for me" I hadn't even realized that he has been griping my two shoulders.
"Xavier you can't prove anything, and please just stop! Stop this garbage your talking, please just stop!...I was really shouting...I don't know what you're talking about and if I'm sure of anything it's that I Don't Love You!" I said screaming and pushing him away with as much force I can muster. I wiped my cheeks only to realize that I had been crying, I opened the door and stomped away angrily...
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Being Me
Romancea story about a girl called Bethany who just tries to fit in but will she be able. She doesn't like what others girls do, she's a bit different and what about her sickness when her friends find out about it will they support her...
