Lonely

Chapter (1)

Arianna James

Putitonhimmakehimwannamarryme I was doing a tiktok until I was rudely interrupted by my bsf Kylie FaceTiming me
Hey bitch Kylie said hey bsf I said she asked what I was doing I told her nothing she said well I'm coming over your house in 10 so be ready bye love you I got up fighting the air she know I hate people

I stared putting on my clothes sinceI already took a shower and did my hair until she called me and told me she was outside i went to her car and lock my door

she was playing loud music until she got out started twerking I just look at her with a blank face until I got into the car and turned the music off then she got in and said hey bestie I said hi she told me I was mean to me I was just a blunt person

When we got back to my house from being at the mall all day she told me to get ready we going to a party I got up fighting the air
I went to the bathroom I was in the shower thinking about my life i was in and out of foster homes until I was 10

This one family adopted me they was nice to me all the way up until I was 13 they stared beating on me for every little thing I will do then one night everybody was sleep my foster dad sneak into my room he stared beating me then he ripped my clothes of in stared touching my private area I tried to run but he tied me down with a belt then after that day on it got worse the beating and getting raped every night one night everyone was
Sleep me timing every time my foster dad would come in is around 11-1 in the morning so I sneak out the house around 9:30 times like that I wish I new my real parents they left me in a adoption center every since then I hated them I ran into this lady that look like a grandma she asked me did I need help I said no she said plz let me help u honey I won't hurt u

Every since then she help me like I was her own she was the only one who knew me knew me from getting left by my parents from getting beat and raped I have the scars to show I call her grandma and I check on her every weekend but enough about my life let me get out the shower and take my medicine oh one more thing I have ptsd from getting beat and raped
I stared putting on my clothes my bsf did my hair and lashes I don't wear make up I have sensitive skin

So we got in the car stared our way to the party I walk in I instantly start smelling weed and ass I mug tf out of everybody if u know u going to a party wash yo ass I thought my bsf pulled me over to these ppl I didn't know I instantly put a mug on my face so it introduce me to a girl named ann hey she said me being me I said was sup lil baby the boy with the dreds say I talk like a nigga I shrug my shoulders he said my name bam the boy ky was siting on ari I said the boy with the braids said glock I said wassgood glock the fine mean looking boy ain't say nothing
           Glock said all that's ak he mean I said that make two of us then winked and sat right next to the mean looking one he mug me I blew him a kiss I ask who got weed the pointed at ak I said how much  he just stared at me mind u we sitting next to each other it look like he got weed in his pocket I went inside his pocket and got it out and wink at him I had blunts already so I broke the weed down and rolled it up
           And smoke it all by myself after I got done everybody but ky stared at me I said what
          They said u just like ak don't share I  was finna respond until we heard gun shots everybody ran different was somebody pulled me it was ak he took me to his car I sat in it until he got back I ask were my bsf all he said was she was good this gone be a long night I thought

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