It will be ok

'Normal' Part 1

Michaels POV

I wake up get out of bed and look in the mirror only to see a pale tear stained face looking back at me. My reflection a normal routine i had now a days. I haven't been doing that well considering that Chris died a few weeks ago my friends left me after the incident and my family hates me- no its feels like they no longer love me. But to be fair it always has... Dad has been talking to himself like- a lot......... Mom keeps getting really drunk and Elizabeth wont talk to me. I just wont come out of my room... this was the new normal for me.... to avoid being hit and yelled at even if i deserve it... i change into black skinny jeans and a hoody, I don't bother to eat but i should probably get out of my room. I walk out to see my drunk mom fighting with my dad. Lizzy was at Charlie's house so she wasn't home. I was fazed until i feel a sharp pain hit my face. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING BRAT." my mom yelled in my face i stay quiet but was welcome with another hit and more screaming. I run back to my room slam and lock the door, then i walk over two a drawer and open it, grabbing a small pocket knife, rolling up my sleeves. One cut. Two cuts. Three four five. i stop at five. Five cuts on each arm. I bandage my arms up, and grab my headphones. I turn on some music and listen. 'i'm gonna run away.' Walking toward my dresser i grab a backpack clothes water and some food just so i don't starve to death. I get everything packed then walk out of my room to see Lizzy there my mom asleep and my dad talking to Lizzy. Nobody seemed to notice me until my mom wakes up. Walking over to me and hitting my. I was unfazed. "what did i do this time...." i already know but it feels better to know specifically "YOU MURDERED YOUR OWN BROTHER! Sometimes i wonder why you were ever born..." Lizzy looked scared dad looked pretty pissed with her. "don't worry..... ill be gone soon" i whisper "WHAT.?" "nothing...." i mumbled then walked back to my room 'i need a way out' looking around i see a rock (don't ask) then i see the window i chuck the rock at the window shattering the glass. i throw my backpack out then jump out after it landing on my feet. I pick up my bag and run as fast as i can just wanting to get away from them.... wanted to get away from the hell hole that is my home.... I was going to start new my new name will be Mike Shmit and i will start a new life. A new happy normal life....

A/n

how was the first chapter? sorry it was short ill work on the book soon! This is my first book that i'm posting for the public sorry about the bad grammar and all as well so i hope you liked the first chapter!