Me, Myself, And I

Chapter 2

School was over at 3:00 , I then decided to have a walk before the celebration so, I take out my phone and play "thinking out loud " by Ed sheran it's not my favorite song but it's just relaxing and for the moment I need that type of song .

I walk towards the forest my personal favorite place that I've never told anyone about , I go there to just forget everything and clear my thoughts out of my head and to be honest I am a little stressed out about tonight.. I mean I socialize with everyone in my grade but I'm not even close to being friends with them and the thought of celebrating my birthday with people I'm not used to is scary, because I'm sure I would have to act like another person just to fit in with the crowd which I don't like. I'm an open minded person but people just don't understand my personality , I'm crazy, adventurous,hyperactive, immature but no one seems to get that all that stuff is fun! all they focus on is how many flaws they have ,how good they dress and how much make up they should dip their face in.. Yea , all those things aren't made for me .

The walk was long and quite, on my way back I take out my turkey sandwich and start shoving it in my mouth, I notice some dogs following me everywhere, street dogs..

I walk a little faster, I wasn't sure if it was the turkey smell that was getting their attention or my bacon perfume or maybe after all its just my sexiness attracting them(cuz I'm sexy af) SHIT.. I knew I was going to regret it spraying that perfume on!! GOD, it had to be me! I had no time to think, the number of dogs was getting larger by the second, I just started running, and running not paying attention to where I'm going...

I ended up hiding in someone's backyard after taking a sharp turn off the street. When the barking of the dogs decreased and then vanished, I got out of the bushes and realized that this was my backyard. I sometimes wonder how stupid I could be... I check the time on my watch and it was already 4:10, I couldn't really care less, I still had time to waste.

I enter the house, and sit next to my dad while he's working, he looked a little sad, probably because my mom passed away the same day as today but when he saw me , he hid that expression and smiled:

"-hey dad

-hey Becca, how was your day ?

-it was alright, Charlie will come by at 7 to pick me up .

- pick you up? Why?

- well Gina and he are actually throwing me a birthday party at tgiFriday's.

- oh yeah , happy birthday baby, your gift is on your bed ..I hope you like it, I think it'll be useful for your party

- thanks dad , I love you "

I then kiss him on the forhead and tell him that everything will get better soon, run up the stairs and into my bedroom.

There was a big sized box placed on my bed, it wasn't wrapped but still looked nice . I walk towards it and open it , there was a long purple and black dress in it , it looked fancy and Damn i liked it , unlike most of the other dresses that I have seen.

Honestly I thought he would've forgot but I wouldn't blame him though, he's trying his best.

I took a quick shower at around 5:30 and applied conditioner to my hair and kept it on for a while . While rinsing it off I noticed that the water going down the drain was yellow-ish..Crap! Is my hair really that dirty? I just showered yesterday..I grab the conditioner bottle and look into it , all I saw was yellow.

I freak out because I knew it was my brother who put hair die into it , I get out of the shower and scream:

"JOOOOOHNN, WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO!"

...and then I heard laughing.