okay, so this is the second update this week. I will try to update more within this week. Enjoy!
Lots of love, Catherine
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Finally. Piece and quiet... I just got my three beautiful children in bed for naps, Kyle Alexander (4), Arabella Nicole and Evalynn Marie (twins; 2). I lay back and close my eyes when there was a car door shutting in the driveway. I go out on the porch to see the black Cadillac. Falling to my knees knowing what they were going to say. I couldn't hear it. I didn't want to hear it. It was too soon. I have three children he was their father. He loved them, I love them. This cant be happening what am i supposed to do. He was my everything the man that i couldn't live without. The man i married 6 years ago. This isn't fair,
My husbands best friend Bryan Chase came up the stairs with their commander. Bryan grabbed me to pick me up so i could talk tot hem. Taking the yellow note from the commander reading what it said brought me to tears. Falling into Bryan's arms. This cant be happening. He left less than a year ago, He was supposed to come home is a week for our sons birthday.
"Mrs. Matthews,
I am deeply sorry to tell you but your husband was apart of a roadside bomb and his body was never found. We have come to believe your husband is M.I.A.(Missing In Action). We are deeply sorry and we will only be a phone call away if you need anything. I'm Sorry for your loss."
In a dazed sense of mind. i go inside with Bryan next to me. Sitting on the couch. The tears just keep falling down my face. How will i tell my children?
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How will she tell the children?
Lots of love, Catherine
