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amaras pov

anthony and i got home pretty late considering me and jaden did kind of get lost while walking around. when we got back home i went straight to blakes room.

"hey bla-" i stopped when i saw no one there.

i walked into his bathroom and again, no one there. i walked back out and found griffins room. i knocked before walking in. he answered and i walked inside. he was doing something on his computer. "wheres blake?" i asked. he turned to me.

"he's sill at hype." griffin said. "oh the poor baby misses her man."

"yea, yea, whatever." i chuckled.

"where were you?" he asked me. i walked over to his bed and fell back on it. "i went to go see jaden."

"oh really, what did you two do?" he asked turning around his seat and facing me. "we just talked and messed around and it was the best thing ever. it's like i needed him." i said.

"so you miss him is what you're saying?" griffin asked. i sat up and looked at him confused.

"you miss him as in you miss your relationship with him."

"no. why would i miss that when i have a whole boyfriend." i chuckled. griffin did too as if he found this funny.

"amara. i know you still like jaden. you're with blake because you needed someone or anything to bring you back that happiness you had with jaden."

i just sat there looking at him.

"no that's not true. i'm the happiest i've ever been with jaden." i said and griffin stared right at me.
"what?" i asked.
"amara did you hear yourself?" he asked.

i nodded no.

"you just said you are the happiest with jaden and i think you meant blake." he said.

i laughed. "now why would i say that?"

"because you love jaden and and jaden only!" griffin yelled. "i know you've been calling him and leaving voicemails because i've been keeping in touch with jaden."

"i've been talking to him ever since what happened and he says he listens to them. he never calls back because he was scared. jaden still loves you and you know you do too. don't hide it anymore, tell blake or whatever because from what i've seen, blake doesn't make you happy like jaden did. so it's now or never amara. you won't regret it."

i just stared at him. "well i'm gonna go to sleep now. maybe blake will be here in the morning. goodnight." i said and walked over to my room.

i took a shower, changed into my pj's and headed into bed. i tried falling asleep all night but i just kept thinking about what griffin said. i may and probably am overthinking everything like always but i just wanna be sure.

i stayed up half the night and around 4am i heard someone open the door to my room. i sat up and turned the lamp next to me and saw blake walking in.

"amara." he said and he sounded really drunk. he came walking towards me and just fell sitting next to me and laid his head on my shoulder.

"are you drunk?" i asked.

"of course," he said and i let out a small chuckle.
"i love you, amara." he said.

i helped him up on top of my bed and laid him on the other side of the bed. i took his shoes off and his shirt and he got more comfy and fell asleep pretty quickly.

i got into the bed next to him and turned facing away from him. i'll talk to him when he's more sober.

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