Only If👅 {Imagines Mindless Behavior}

♦ StepDad ♦ Part2 ♦ (Chris Brown)

Today went by slowly, mainly because I wasn't paying any attention to anyone or anything, even when my crush the sexiest guy in my school that just might like me back was talking to me, I was just stuck in last night.

It was last period and the bell rang snapping me out if my thoughts I stood up, picked up my things and got out the class room and speed walked to my locker I opened it and grabbed my bag and put my Geography binder into it considering I have Geography homework "what's wrong Lissa" my best friend Alexis asked "ion know what your talking about. I'm fine" I lied "Alyssa, I've known you since we were in dippers you can't lie to me, you've been outta it all day" she told me that I have a "tell" whenever I lie but won't say what it is, bitch.

We walked down the hall towards Serenas locker she just finished locking her locker "hey guys" Serena said we left the school and got to my car "so, what's wrong with you Alyssa" Alexis asked again "I don't wanna talk about it" I said looking ahead "Alyssa, we'er your best friends you can talk to us about anything" I took a deep breath "promise you won't judge me" I said "you know way to much about us for us to judge you" that's right "well yesterday I got to meet my stepdad." I paused and they nodded "he was way younger then I thought he would be. 25 to be exact." They looked shocked "25? Your mom married a 25 year old man" Serena said "yup and I yelled at her for it" I told them "and your mom tries to kill you he got scared and left the country" Alexis joked

"I left and came back, around 10pm. And around 11pm he came downstairs, holy shit he had no shirt on he has tatts and a really sexy body, we talked and he danced on me then-" Serena cut me off "he danced on you? What do you mean he danced on you?" This girl is dumb? "I mean he was dancing on me!" I pulled into Alexis' driveway and we all got out and went into her room I sat on her bed "then what happened?" Alexis asked brushing her hair in front of her mirror "then I almost kissed him" they both looked at me "YOU KISSED HIM!!!!" they said in unison "Almost" I said knowing that didn't really make a difference "Same damn thing" knew it "Do you like him" Serena asked ". . No" I tried to sound confident in my answer "You sure" she asked again "Yes I'm sure,he's married to my mom, she loves him" I said looking at them

"Okay I get that. But if You went out and met him, without knowing who he was, what would you do" Alexis asked "I don't know, what I'd do" she did the 'bitch please' face "you know that you would go home with him and you would fuck him" I hate that she's right "what am I going to do, living with the nigga that I like and likes me but is married. To my mom" I laid back on the bed "I don't know" Alexis said "well either leave it alone and let your mom love a man that likes you, help destroy the marriage and tell your mom and maybe you and him can date or whatever, or Let the marriage go either way while being his mistress?" Is this girl effed up "I'm not going to help him cheat on my mom" I put my arm over my eyes and I actually felt a tear slide dowm my face.

"Are you crying?" Alexis asked I nodded "aw baby don't cry it'll get easier with time" Serena said they both hugged me.

3 hours later

I dropped Serena off at her house then went home I walked inside and dropped my bag by the steps I walked into the kitchen to see if my mom left me a note normally she would be in the living room waiting for me to get home safe but she wasn't there. But Chris was waiting in the kitchen same spot as this morning "why are you coming home so late" he said I ignored his question "Alyssa" he said "Alyssa"

He repeated I walked over to the fridge and he walked over behind me "Alyssa, answer me" he turned me around "what?" I said "I asked you a question" he said "I was at a friends house" I turned back around grabbed a water from the fridge and started walking away "boy or girl" he asked I could hear a hint of anger in his voice "why the fuck does that matter" I said close to the doorway he was closer then I thought "Don't fucking swear at me" I know one way to push his buttons, I get him mad enough he'll hit me and he's gone I don't have to see him and I will stop liking him.