I still remember that night, the night that I made stupid decisions and the night that followed my life changing forever
*flash back to one year ago*
Laurens POV -
I was at the house with my brother Matt and a big group of his friends from magcon
They wanted to get pizza and go to the mall but I didn't wanna go so I said I would stay at the house
Are you sure? Said Matt
Yeah I'm tired and just wanna chill here, I said
Randomly Taylor says he would stay with me at the house. It was Kinda weird because were not that close but I guess its a good time to get to know each other
They leave and we are making small talk and I start to actually find him attractive.
Then he has the idea to play 21 questions and I said sure so we did
Favorite color? Taylor asked
Mint and pink
Favorite food?
Chicken
Those simple questions went on for all the questions except the last one
Do you like me or anything just wondering because your gorgeous and I love your smile
I blushed and didn't know what to say, so I stayed thanks
After that we cuddled and kissed and It was pretty amazing . we maked out and the more we made out the more sexual it got. We kept going and going , and yeah we had sex ...
After that night we hung out more and he asked me out , I was dating the taylor caniff and it was great . He is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for and he is super sweet.
*flash back over*
Laurens POV -
I looked at the pregnancy test and couldn't believe me eyes. I had tooken 3 of them just to make sure it was accurate and right because they could be wrong. They all said the same thing ... Positive .
I cried and sobbed in my bathroom floor and I didn't know what I was going to do but I did know I was going to keep this baby and be the best mother I could be no matter what.
Lauren where are you at? Matt asked
I'm in the bathroom matt, I said still sobbing
He came in and quickly gave me a hug and asked what was wrong , but before I answered he saw the pregnancy tests. He was speechless and went over to look at them.
Your pregnant? What the fuck lauren! He said disappointed
I'm sorry I didn't expect it would come out this way. Im really scared right now and I just need you to be here for me I said still crying and by this point I had tear stains down my checks.
Okay I am , but its taylors right?
Oh shit I didn't think about him, I can't tell him. His became to successful with magcon and his singing. I dont wanna be ruining that for him. I can't tell him I thought. "I cant tell him matt I gotta break up with him" I said
No don't , this baby needs a father and he deserves to know
Matt I can't ruin his career and what his going to become I just can't , I said grabbing my phone
Its whatever you think is the right thing to do , I'm with you on this little sis
Thanks I said hugging him. I loved his hugs he gives the best brother hugs anyone could ask for.
*texting conversation between me and tahlor t=taylor l=lauren*
L- I can't do this no more I'm sorry taylor , I was crying so hard writing that. The best thing in my life is going out of my life, but I had to.
T- no babygirl please don't do this. What is the problem and I will fix it and make it better. Or baby what do you want me to be and baby I will be that for you just don't leave
L- I'm sorry taylor there's nothing you can do
After I sent that I turned off my phone because I couldn't take it. The rest of the day I later in bed and just watched TV and cryed.
Sorry for the short chapter but I hope y'all like it so far and I will be updating soon , love y'all
-Kassidy
