If You(Fanfiction) VKook Vs. Vmin

Chapter 3:

If you're going to read this chapter, I recommend you to listen to the song IF YOU by Big Bang. That song has been performed and covered by Jungkook at the MASKED SINGERS during his celebration for his 20th birthday.

Plus, this story is actually inspired from that song. So yeah. It will help a lot.

Taeyoung POV:

I've made up my mind. After the burial, I'm going to leave already. I guess, my 5 years here in this house. Has been colorful. And I don't want my heart to fully forget, how we used to live there before. My memories here with my son, I want to keep it.

After the burial day, where no tears seems left for me to cry on. I decided to go home and pack everything. I am leaving. And this time, no more turning back, no more regrets, no more forgiveness, and no more love between us.

It's better to leave the glass that is broken than fix it, and get hurt more. Cause no matter how you fix it. The broken lines will still be there, as a reminder that once. Once, it has been broken. And, I don't want to fight back anymore. Not now, that everything is messed up. Not now, that my only hope is already gone. Not now, that I can't even fix myself. It's better to just let go.

Sometimes...

End of POV

Jungkook's POV:

I came home, when I can't see her at the cemetery of Jeon's clan. When I finally got home, I was met with the silence of the house. My son, used to run towards my direction whenever I got home. And my wife used to hugged me tightly, but it seems so silent now.  I'm afraid that, Taeyoung will commit suicide after our son's death. Especially because, she knew about my secret affair with my secretary. She knew, and she was hurt badly but I never asked her. I'm such a fuckin bastard! Neither, I never try to listen how hurt she is. From the way she spokes, and from the way she looks at me.

I can't help it. I can't afford to lose her. Not her. This time, I'll make everything up to her. I'll do everything, just for her to forgive me. I'm a fuckboy and all, but I really love my wife. I shouldn't have forgotten, that she's the only one who had stayed by my side when everyone has left me. When Lisa had left, Taeyoung as my best friend never had left. She was there for me at always, when I needed her. And I'm such a fuckhead not to remember it.

As I opened the door in our room, I saw bags left above the bed. I was clueless. Until, the bathroom had opened revealing my ever beautiful wife wearing a white polo.

I bite my lips. Probably to stop my anticipations.

"Wh-what's this?"- I tried to look into her eyes but, failed coz she ignored me and walked to get her bags from the bed.

"Where are you going?*I sounded like pleading more than asking* Why are bringing your things?"- I am trembling in fears.

She eyed me, with those disgusted glare full of hesitation and hatred. And then, later on, she looked away. Now she, open the door. Probably to exit.

But hell! No! I don't want to lose her.

"Please don't leave me, Tae... I need you, right now. I promise, I won't hurt you again, just please. Stay with me. Please?..."-im hugging her tightly, afraid to let her go.

I'm going to write the English lyrics of the song If You in here, little by little... The font will be like this.*Just reminding*

"Give me a second chance, please... This time, I'll make it up to you. This time, I'll be a good husband to you. Just..."

"No, Jungkook.____ It is better for us, this way... You don't need me here anymore. That's the truth. You're only saying that you needed me, because you feel guilt inside you. But the truth is, you don't need me now in your life. We both know that. You have someone else already. ____And Taegguk, our only string connection. He's already dead now. You don't need me as much as I need you before..."-she said like she has no emotion left for her to cry on.