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          AUTHORS DIFFICULTIES AND STRUGGLES

     Thanks to all of you who really read my first story
   I really appreciate it!
      I need to write this, for you to know what and how
   I feel when I'm writting this story. . .

At first I really made this for fun , and i really love to do because my imagination occurs while writting such scenes.. But when I'm at my chapters 20+ I felt something wrong in me, I didn't know if all the writters feel the same as mine and it got me confused and frustrated at the same time,. . .

I can't differentiate the fanfic to reality and the images to real ones, I can't seem to manage my mood swings sometimes, I seriously want to end it or to delete this book. . .

And to be honest I'm struggling until now, actually I'm done writting it on my notebook but not in this pad cause my language is different from others, I'm a Filipina who lives in the Philippines and also I'm not fluent in English. Sometimes I think, if ever I have stories in my mind I'll give it to the well known writters that will make it perfect. . .

I struggle writting since the day I lost my cellphone, it breaks so hard that made it shot down I'm poor so I'm just borrowing others cellphone to update but Everytime I update I felt lonesome, I also feels that nobody wants my stories, I really don't know now what I feel ,my mind shuffling negatively and that's the truth. . .

I'm thanking all of you for giving this wonderful opportunity. . .and I really appreciate every single thoughts of you guys. .I love you all. . .

Khamsamnida 💜 Sarangheyo 💜

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Khamsamnida 💜 Sarangheyo 💜

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