Sex and love is so hard to find but a good bed is always there this is not a book just a frustrated rant . about how I miss sex because of covid .am a sex addict it help keep the monster at Bay . all my life I have been abuse mental physical and emotional so I turn to drugs(weed) and sex and also my favorite alcohol I miss them it's so hard going through this in this crisis I feel so trapped. I want to break the chains omg . Only place I can be free is in Wattpad . Thank God for it am sorry to disturb you guys with my rant.