Lilac POV
I never thought I'd end up doing anything like this. I layed sprawled across my bed naked, with my bestfriend Lena on top of rubbing between my legs. I never felt this way with any other male. No one could make me feel the things that Lena made me felt.
We've always done this but I never caught on to the meaning until now. When she started catching feelings for me I had to stop. I wasn't ready to go public especially with my bestfriend. Considering everyone already thought we were lesbians since we never wanted to date any boys in high school or middle school.
We weren't even experimenting like this back then. We just knew all the boys were assholes and treated these dumb bitches like dirt. Me and Lena weren't going for that shit.
Lena interrupted my thoughts as she slipped a finger inside me and flicked her tongue over my clit. I gasped and let out a small moan.
"Lenaa." I called out looking down at her as she continued to finger me and help me reach my peak.
Once I busted all over her fingers she licked it off and layed down next to me.
"Lilac, how long are we gonna keep doing this? You know how I feel about you, and I know how you feel about me. But I need to know is there gonna be any commitment here. If not I'll just stop this, because I'm not gonna be here just for your convenience." She stared daggers into me. I couldn't meet her eyes. I just couldn't. I'd feel guilty, but I know I'm not ready for that yet.
"Lilac, look at me." I sighed and looked at her.
"Jalena, look I just don't know if I'm ready to go public with us. You know our parents wouldn't even approve of this if they were alive." I told her. She sighed and a tear rolled down her face.
"You know what? You're right. I know how you are with people judging you, and how our parents were." She got up and put on the remains of her clothes and grabbed her things. "I'll be back later. I'm gonna go grab a bite or something."
She walked out the small house we shared. Our parents knew we were always best friends since we were little. Our parents were best friends in college. They all shared the same home. So we just inherited it, and their fortune after they died.
After some long thinking I decided to take a bubble bath. I rolled up a blunt while the water ran, and bought an ash tray and lighter in the bathroom. Along with that I brought in my Bluetooth speaker, phone and a book.
I stripped down to my nothings, started my music, put my phone beside the tub and stepped in. I made sure the water was steaming hot before I got in. My body feels more relaxed that way.
I grabbed the blunt, lit it, and inhaled. Instantly the smoke relaxed my body. I exhaled through my nose. Then grabbed my book and started reading, occasionally thumping the blunt.
After a while the words started running together so I put the book down and continued to smoke the blunt. I don't have no fucks to give right now.
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Friends With Benefits
Teen FictionLilac Johnson has been secretly experiementing with her bestfriend JaLena Gomez. She likes whats happening to her, but is not ready to go public just yet. Jalena Gomez wants to go all out with Lilac. Spoil her, Be with her, go to all kinds of extent...