Friends With Benefits

CHAPTER ONE - GAMES

Jalena POV

Lilac is always pushing me away. Its like she's just using me sometimes. We've been doing this for a while now and its not getting me anywhere. Its the same routine. I give her head, make her bust and then we talk about what happened. She starts feeling guilty and brings up our parent and I walk out.

I'm sick of the same routine. And I been keeping a secret for as long as this has been happening. I cried out a moan as Jaeson brought me to my orgasm. I pulled his head from between my legs and kissed his soft lips that tasted of my juices. Jaeson has liked me for a while now and I finally gave him a chance to take me out to dinner one time and we've been talking heavy ever since.

I've been trying to give Lilac time to adjust to us being together, but if she doesn't wanna go public with me then I'll go public with Jaeson. I'm tired of playing commitment games with her.

"Jalena, when you gone stop playing games with me? You waiting so long for Lilac to stop playing, but you playing with me." I sigh and bring his face close.

"Listen I really want to be with you I do. I just don't know how and when to tell Lilac. You know how I feel about her." I tell him. He looks at me and raises an eyebrow.

"Well until you make up your mind or when she makes up her mind, Ima fall back. Because I feel like you're using me. All you've done is let me eat it, and you want me to fuck, but you 'can't make up your mind'. I see you every so often and she sees you every day but yall can't make up yall mind" He sighs. "You know what Jalena just get out, and don't come back until you make up your mind. You not finna play heart and mind games with me."

A tear rolls down my face as I put on my clothes. I grabbed my purse and turned around to look at him. "I'm sorry, Jaeson." I said barely over a whisper. I sniffed and walked out the door. I climbed in my car and started my journey back to the house.

I walked into the house straight into the kitchen and threw my bag down on the counter. Lilac was watching TV in the living room. I heard her footsteps coming toward the kitchen.

"Lilac, I don't wanna talk about it." I said stopping her dead in her tracks.

I heard her sigh and her footsteps fade. I grabbed the tub of icecream out of the refrigerator, and headed to my room.

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Jaeson POV

I didn't wanna kick Lena out like that, but she's pissing me off. Her and Lilac. I'm putting my life on hold for her and she's restricting her life for Lilac. She has a genuine relationship over here I wouldn't do her wrong unless she did me wrong. That's why she's not here now. Until she know what she wants I'm not fucking with her.

I mean I'll talk to her maybe, but as far as me giving her head, and taking her out its not happening. Shes still a virgin and never been in a relationship so I know she's not sure about it, but I'm certain. I want to teach her the ways of a real relationship.

Until she make up her mind I won't put in any effort. I sighed, and pulled out a rolled up blunt. I planned to smoke with her, because we planned to after I gave her head. Unfortunately that didn't work out. I lit the blunt and inhaled. I held the smoke in my lungs then exhaled.

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I thought the blunt would help take my mind off Lena, but all I did was focus more on her. Her eyes, her smile, her hair...the way she blows the smoke out of her nose after she blows O's in the air. We've been talking for a little minute, but not long enough to love her. Yet I'm feeling some type of way about her.

I blow and walk into the kitchen and realize I have nothing to eat... Again. I call in some Chinese and wait about 20 minutes then I drove to the restaurant. When I walked in to get my order this lady was staring at me. She has a smooth Carmel tone with long legs. She threw a smile my way, which almost blinded me with its beauty.

She was sitting at a booth by herself. Who would leave a gorgeous lady sitting all by herself? I debated joining her, but she doesn't know me. Who am I to just sit at her table?

I shook my head and paid the Chinese lady and walked out. I know I shouldn't have looked at that woman like that but if Lena wants to have two lovers then two can play at this game.

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Will Jaeson find someone else to talk to? Will Lilac go against her parent and date Jalena? Will Jalena tell Lilac about her first experience with a boy? Will Jalena date Jaeson or Lilac? Will Jaeson still have Jalena? Does Jaeson love Jalena? Was he wrong for looking at the lady in the Chinese restaurant?

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