Lies for love

So now what...

Karlie went to her to get some peace and quiet, away from Taylor.
She started to regret going to the bar it mad her feel abhorrent and dirty.
If I had just stayed home and read a book I could have not been in the mess I'm in. The model thought.
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The singer was down stairs petting Meredith, her cat.
Oh Mere, what is wrong with me? The singer said. Taylor thought to her self for a minute. Why do I always hurt people and be such a bitch. Fuck this she thought to herself. She went outside to go light a cigarette. No one new she smoked, no one.

When Taylor came back inside she saw Karlie making dinner for two.
Hey kid. Taylor said.
My name is Karlie and I will not be called "kid". The model was obviously crying, Taylor could see the stains on her face. She started to worry if she caused this.

Hey ki- I mean Karlie, what's wrong u can see you have been crying?
It's you I know your dirty little secret Taylor?
Look doll-face I don't have any secrets. The singer said a little fear in her statement.
Of course you do, I went to your room I saw the liquor, the razor, the teddy bears. It is quite obvious you have a extreme kind of mental disorder.
The model said to Taylor, who was starting to tear up.

Ok fine I'm depressed, I drink so I can fuze out all the negativity I have toward myself. I cut myself so maybe one day I could finally die. I have teddy bears because I can cut them open so I can practice on myself. Taylor confessed to Karlie. Taylor was now bursting in tears.

How long? Karlie asked with tears in her eyes.
2 years. The singer said.
Look, I now you hate me but let me help you. Let me get to now you so you won't commit suicide. The model offered.

That's the best offer anyone has given me in a long time. Taylor fell in Karlie's arms and whispered:

thank you.

----------------------------------------------this chapter is so crying emoji worthy.
I started crying while typing this omg.
I got 35 reads and I know that's not a lot but it is a big improvement.
Yesterday I had 0 and today I have 35 thank you to everyone who reads🌿💘.

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