𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐨 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬.

𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫

"Shut the fuck up! I'm so tired of your bullshit, go fuck another girl named Stacy, they seem to be more your type than me," I screamed of the top of my lungs tears running down my cheeks. Turns out when you get voted as the power couple by the whole school it isn't as great as everyone told me it would be.

I always had to put up a happy face while walking through the halls and act all happy in my relationship with Ethan, "cause our relationship is perfect". The whole school looked up at us as the perfect couple when in reality it wasn't as great as it seemed. Ethan always went out to parties getting wasted hitting on other girls forgetting he has a girlfriend at home, he always did shit like this but what could I do, if I break up with him all the girls that are literally simping over him will basically slit my throat.

"Shut the fuck up! I'm so tired of your bullshit, go fuck another girl named Stacy, they seem to be more your type than me," I screamed of the top of my lungs tears running down my cheeks. The whole hallway looked our way but I couldn't hold it in me anymore, he had cheated on me once again and I didn't care about all the freshmen girls anymore, what are they gonna do? Bully me? Oh no, what's the worst they can do? Call me names? Go ahead.

Tears running down my cheeks I screamed everything I was feeling not caring who sees anymore. "You never loved me, you wanted to see how far I'd go, you wanted to see my limits, well this is it, I can't do this no more, I can't love someone who doesn't love me," I took a big breath continuing my voice cracked: "there can't be 'us' no more." There, I said it, the cheating ends, and my miserable relationship with Ethan has ended. I walked away and everyone was staring at me I went to the bathroom and everybody already knew what had happened the whole school already knew that we had broken up. When I went into the girls bathroom the girls were already whispering and talking shit about me. I went into one of the bathroom stalls. I sat down and took a big breath. What I didn't know the worst was only about to come.

I heard the girls whispering then just laughing out loud. I got up and was about to walk out of the stall when suddenly a bucket of water came over the stall splashing me with cold water soaking me from head to toes. I heard the girls laughing and immediately after the bathroom doors opening then closing assuming they had left I went out of the bathroom stall hot tears running from my cheeks once again. I looked up and the bathroom was full of people girls and boys standing around the bathroom stall waiting for me to come out with their cameras up in my face filming the whole thing. I heard girls saying: "Look you can see her bra soaking trough, she is such a slut", "How could she cheat on Ethan and then break up with him".

I tried to ignore them and went out of the bathroom. Everyone in the hallway already had gotten the video, they all looked at me and laughed, but this one guy caught my attention he was the only one who wasn't laughing, but this couldn't be true he was Ethan's best friend and always laughed about someone or something. His name was Mattia and he never took anything seriously.

I ran to the rooftop and sat down on the bench. I started bawling my eyes out. Why breaking up with a boy does this much of a damage, he was toxic and I was in a toxic relationship, he cheated on me but I get the hate? What is this fucking high school, being popular and then falling down to being nothing is hard and I knew this will gonna last for a while.

Suddenly I heard the door to the rooftop open, I quickly wiped my tears and turned around to see who it was. It was Mattia. I rolled my eyes and turned back around. He came and sat right next to me.

"Look at me," he said "and why would you think I'd do that, enough people are laughing in my face already I don't need you to do the same, one little thing and whole fucking school turns against me, I'm not the one who cheated, who went out to parties every night getting wasted, fucking other dudes not giving a shit about how the other person in the relationship would feel." "Just look at me," he said and garbed my chin to turn my head. The second I looked in his eyes I started crying. He pulled me in and hugged me. He pulled off his hoodie and gave it to me. "Here take this you are soaking wet, I don't want you getting sick." I put on his hoodie and we went inside.

This continued on for several weeks, from finding trash in my locker and notes that say things like 'fucking slut' and 'be gone thot' written with lipstick, to girls physically hurting me. I couldn't take this no more. I stopped going to school, all I did was sit in my locked room crying in my pillow,w I didn't want to see anyone, I went downstairs only at night when my parents were sleeping to get something to eat but I couldn't get anything down so I only came down for water and a snack.

It was 4 am as usual and I just came out of a shower. Suddenly I heard my phone go off. I looked at my phone and it was a notification from Mattia, it said 'hey, we need to talk, call me' I rolled my eyes and threw the phone in my bed. Then I got another message 'I'm serious we need to talk don't ignore me.' I still ignored the message once again and continued on with what I was doing. I changed into a tank top and some hello kitty pjs. Half an hour passed and I was ready to go to sleep when suddenly I heard someone screaming my name. The sound came from the outside. "Y/N!!!" I got up and went over to my window to see who it was. It was Mattia for no surprise. I opened the window and Mattia said: "Come down or I'll go up, it's your choice." "Ugh, fine I'm coming" I rolled my eyes, closed the window and went downstairs.

I came outside and felt the fresh air hit my nostrils. It's been weeks since I've been out. "Hey, I need to talk to you. Nice fit by the way" Mattia said looked at my hello kitty pants and chuckled so I hit him playfully. "What did you want to talk about?" "Listen you have to come back to school, your gonna fail your classes if you don't." He said. "That's it? That's all you wanted to talk to me about? Because if so then my answer is no I'm not going back there again and let everyone still laugh at me," "No your gonna come to school, cause I don't see anyone else caring if you are gonna fail your classes. I'm gonna pick you up at 8 am and I'll stay by your side in school." "No," I said sharply "Yes, and that's the end of it, goodnight" he then hugged me, and before I could say anything he ran away. I mean I can give it a try right? He'll be by my side so nothing will happen. I went in and went to sleep.

I got up, got dressed, and was ready to leave, my parents were already gone, thank god. I didn't want to hear their annoying voices "Oh you're going to school again" blah blah blah. I went outside and got in the car. We started driving, 15 minutes passed and we were here. I suddenly turned my head to look at Mattia. "I don't think this is a good idea." "Shut up already, it's going to be fine" he chuckled. We went in and I got looks but no one laughed or anything, it was fine and Ethan was nowhere to be seen. My day went pretty well and it was almost the end of the day and I'd be finally able to go home.

The bell rang and I walked out of my last class. I met up with Mattia and we started walking down the hall. My eyes grew bigger and my heart started pounding. Ethan was standing right in front of me smirking. "Hey, slut ur finally back, where were you? On a drug trip?" he laughed. "Yo man just shut up okay?" Mattia said harshly. "Or what, what are you gonna do to me, can't believe the slut got you wrapped around her pussy lips" he and his friends started laughing. "Okay, you deserved this," Mattia said and threw a punch his way. "So this is how you want it to be?" Ethan asked and swung a punch. I gasped. They started hitting each other not caring how hard they hit. Ethan pushed Mattia and he fell on the floor. Ethan got on top of him and started beating the living shit out of him. I tried to push Ethan off of Mattia but instead, he pushed me and I fell on the floor. Tears coming down my face I yelled: "Fucing stop, you fucking piece of shit" He looked at me and Mattia took the chance and pushed him off then Mattia got on top of Ethan and went completely insane, I've never seen Mattia this angry. "Please stop, Mattia! Please just stop." He looked at me begging. The principal finally broke the fight. I got up and started walking not waiting for Mattia. I was fucking angry. "Hey Y/N wait up." I ignored him and continued walking. He ran up to me and we walked out of the school. I got in his car not saying anything. He got in and we started driving.

"Hey! Are you mad at me?" He asked. "Of course I'm fucking mad why did you have to get in a fight?" "because he was disrespecting you" he answered. "Those are just wor-" "Yeah but they seem to get to you" he interrupted me. We stopped at a red light and I pulled alcohol wipes out of my bag. "Look at me," I said and he did. I grabbed his chin and started cleaning the cuts on his lip and his eyebrow. I felt his eyes on me and I looked up from his lips into his eyes. He bit his lip, pulled me, and pushed his lips onto mine.

a/n

this lowkey is very shitty but I wanted to finally post something cuz I've been MIA for quite some time. Please leave requests so I can update soon xoxo