hold me closer

how could you

(Disclaimer: there is self harming scenes, if you are easily triggered I'd advise you to skip through this part)

Deku's p.o.v:
i go to take kiri's hand, his sleeve was rolled up half way, as I stand up I go to take a closer look, I see old scars from when he used to cut himself, my eyes widen and get watery. I dont say anything.. im to shocked.

Kiri's p.o.v:
i look at deku with dull eyes, realizing what he just saw. quickly yanking my hand back and and pulling down my sleeve. "don't say anything please.." i whisper

Deku'sp.o.v:
"i thought everything was fine.. what is wrong?"

Kiri's p.o.v:
"its just getting hard again.. it isnt your fault" i hug deku hoping it would make him feel a bit better which it probably won't

• time skip •

Kiri p.o.v:
I made deku worry..he's probably so upset right now..ugh why do I have to be so stupid!!..

• about 10 mins later •

i walk upstairs to my bedroom and lock the door, i go over to my dresser and pull out a box where i keep my blades. i pull up my sleeve and start to make deep cuts into my wrist, blood is dripping down to the floor... i don't know why i'm doing this. i just want a quick fix, i want to feel something again

Deku's p.o.v:
as i get home i walk in greeting my mother with a hug "hey mom, did you make dinner tonight?"

Inko's p.o.v:
"yea hun, It's in the crockpot, would you like me to get you a bowl?" i look at izuku waiting for a response.
"of course mom..!" he says excitedly, that boy loves my crockpot stew

Deku's p.o.v:
"i'm going to go get changed mom, i'll be right back" as i'm running upstairs to go change, i start to think about kiri. what even made him cut anyway..? What in the hell is going on..everything seems so off and strange.
(this was really short i had no clue what to write)

[To Be Continued]