please dont go

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Mew's pov

As soon as we were done, and I came back to my senses I realize that I fucked up.

"He passed out ?"

When I realize what I did, I felt really....awful.
It felt like I did something very wrong, even if I'm used to doing this to other people. With him though, it was different, it was as if i ... UK what never mind. As I look at him, sleeping so peacefully in my bed, I went to sit next to him, only to find tear stains on his cheek.
I did that ...he was..crying because of ...me. Oh lord, what's happening to me ??? Anyway, I can't deal with this now, I got a meeting in like 15 mins so I gotta go.  At first, I was debating whether or not I should wake him up, but then I decided not to. Before I went out of my office/room,  I figured that he might be cold laying with no shirt on, so I then covered him with a blanket.

-a a few hours later-

As soon as my meeting ended, I went to buy some food to bring back to the office. While driving I realized that it had been a few hours since I last saw the gulf, and honestly I was kinda worried. So I hurriedly bought the food and went back to the office. 
When I arrived there, I was told that my LOVELY brother, was waiting in my office. He went here, without even noticing me at all, unbelievable !! wait... oh no, GULF !!!

I then sprinted to my office, not wanting my brother to learn about Gulf. When I get there, I saw my brother, laying down on my office couch, playing on his phone.

" TAY TAWAN !! what are you doing here ?? "

"HAHAHAHA yea I'm sorry "

"what do you want??"

"what? I can't see my brother? "

"oh please!! what do you need ?"

"hehe mom and dad miss you, and they want you  to come by for dinner this Saturday"

"this Saturday ?? sure, but you could just call me you know? "

" I WAS JUST TOLD THAT MY BROTHER FINALLY GOT A PERSONAL ASSISTANT, AND YOU EXPECT ME NOT TO COME AND SEE ??"

"*Eye roll *"

" oh cmon, it had been so long since you had one, plus all you assistant are either cute or hot, so 55555 "

"......."

"why is your face like that? "

"........"

"OMG, YOU FUCKED HIM ALREADY, DIDN'T YOU?? It's JUST HIS FIRST DAY MEW!! "

"..... yea :( .....I felt awful though"

".. okay what the fuck . Did I just hear that MEW SUPPASIT FELT BAD FOR SOMEONE THAT ISN'T HIMSELF?? "

"shut up!!"

"omg he's in there, isn't he," he said as he pointed towards my, I guess "secret" bedroom.

"yea ...."

"Can I see him,  please!"

"what? NO !! I still have to talk to him first, cause I I kinda did something .. bad"

"....."

" YOU RAPED HIM, DIDN'T YOU ??  that's awful mew !! why would you do something like that? "

"It wasn't me!! Then took over, I barely realize what I was doing"

"I don't care !! what you did was wrong, and you got to fix It "