I am merely a servant to you
One who does what you say
And never talks back
If I were to step out of line
You would correct me
And I would accept my punishment
And hide my tears
For others would stare and begin to think
what a horid relationship
To hit another for their simple mistakes
So I held in my tears
And showed the world I deserved such punishment
And you continued to punish me for my mistakes
As time went on I began to work fast, so not to keep you waiting
Worked hard, so to please you
Worked so that I did not make a mistake, so not to anger you
But it was never enough
You expected more
And I tried to do as you wanted
Even as others began to see the abuse in the situation
They dare not say anything
As time went on
You continued to punish me for my mistakes
And I closed off to others
Fearing of I were to let any others in they would say something
And I would get punished
So to this day i still hide my tears
And I still work hard
But I have let a few in
And shared some of my pain
i have buried my pain and showed that I am ok
So not to attract attention
But my hatred towards you, you will never know
If you ever realize that I will stay away from you forever
I will always respond to your request as I aways have
i will be the one to get what you want, fast
Get what you need, fast
And make sure you have what you desire, fast
For I will always obey you
And answer to you:
"yes mother"
