Stealing The Bad Boy's Heart - rewriting

I am waiting for the interesting party

I entered the house and was feeling so happy and satisfied. Liking someone and being liked in return is such a precious feeling. I wouldn't ever change it with anything else. It might even sound like a cliche, but I really don't understand how I've lived without this human being before. He has made his way into my heart and I want to close the door of my heart forever, so that he never escapes from there.

I had all those romantic thoughts until they collided with the reality and I remembered that I had to talk to my friends about this decision. Well, it's not like I want to get their approval or something, but I just want them to understand and support me.

"Finally, girl...How many hours did you have to talk? Was there even anything to talk," said Shay lying on one of our sofas.

"Bailey, is everything alright," whispered Meggy with a worried voice.

"Any questions Matt? Guess you're the only one who hasn't asked me one yet. Should I talk now?"

They got my sarcasm and didn't continue with the questions.

"I know that you're worried guys and I'll let you know what happened in a sec. The most important thing that happened was that we made up, and-"

"I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT," shouted Meggy jumping from her sofa and falling back on it again," See? Told you so and you didn't believe me," she said winking at Matt.

Matt face palmed himself and went into his pocket to get something out, but then stopped looking at me to see whether I noticed or not.

"SH*T! Bailey are you deaf or do you have memory problems? I really don't understand how MY cousin can be this stupid! You know what? I-"

"Wait wait wait a second. So, you guys discussed whether we would make up or no?"

"They actually even betted on it, so yeah whatever. But that's not what matters right now. Don't change the topic. Do you even realize the mistake you're making AGAIN?"

"Shay, we'll talk about what you just said. I just have to figure out what games these two were playing," I said turning my gaze from Shay to Matt and Meggy, "You betted on this matter? Really guys? Was it money that you wanted to take out when you stopped?"

Matt wanted to say something but I cut him off, "You know what? Don't answer it," I said sighing and rubbing my forehead.

"Now that you're done with the weird ones can you finally answer my questions? Although I actually have the answers to those questions. But still, I wanna hear what you have to say," she said taking her cup full of hot chocolate from the table and taking a sip.

"Look Shay, I don't think that I have to explain to you why I decided what I decided, but just because I don't want you guys to be in the dark, I'll tell you a couple of things. He apologized, which mattered a lot to me, he conveyed his feelings to me and that touched my heart, really. At that moment I just wanted to give him a chance to be different this time. It was my decision and I don't want you guys to judge me. Matt and Meggy, you guys are my friends and you Shay are my family. You always have to be the first ones to support me."

At first they were silent and I didn't even understand whether it was a good or bad sign. I couldn't even figure their thoughts out by looking at their faces.

"Look Bay Bay, we just don't want you to be hurt once again. I personally don't think that you should've forgiven him that easily. I think you needed some time to think about everything once again," Matt said scratching the back of his neck.

"Matt, I didn't expect to hear that from you, because you were the one to forgive Brittany so easily, without a second thought. Despite what others said I thought that YOU would understand what I felt," I said looking at him, while he looking away. I wonder why.