"Friends" With The Bully

I Don't Want You

A/N I majority of this book will be in Jail POV but some in Malik. Also TW self harm (sort of?) Ok that's all enjoyyy!!
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Malik POV
I got on the bus and sat down soon after Jail sat next to me insisting to by window I let him cause whatever. He just sat there staring out,  listening to music while I talked with Anthony who was sitting behind me. Eventually we got off the bus I walked to my house which was little farther from the bus stop then it should be but it's fine.

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Once I got home I was just thinking over today. "Hey Mom." She said nothing as expected. I went up to my room dropped my shit on the floor and looked myself in the mirror. I don't actually like him do I? No I shouldn't. I won't. That's wrong. Boys shouldn't like other boys he's just a stupid bitchy emo. I almost feel bad for him when I see him upset I just wanna-. No. That's fucking disgusting. Snap out of it. I start to my slap myself. Hard. "s-snap out of it..." My words were shaking. I stopped when face turned and looked up into the mirror again. "Snap Out Of It."

The Next Day
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I woke up sleeping a good few hours. Homework was a pain in the ass but I managed. I got dressed in a baggy long sleeve two button blue shirt and black school pants so I don't get completely in trouble.

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I saw Malik in the hall his face a bit red with a hand print. I freaked out a bit but kept my calm and I ran up to him. "You good?" He looked down at the ground as if he didn't want to talk. "Just....leave me alone Jail." "Nah what's up Cooper." Then he just snapped. "I SAID FUCK OFF EMO BITCH.." There was regret in his eyes. He started to cry and walked away "W-wait!" He didn't. He walked a little faster into the men's room. I wasn't really allowed in there but I'll find out later.

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I was walking with Nika then I saw him talking to Anthony and few other people. Malik was with him the mark was gone now I sighed with relief. When I started to walk towards him it's like a switch went on he tried to get away from me. I grabbed his arm and faced him towards me. I then  whispered shouted at him "Cooper what is up with you, you've been basically ignoring me all day so just spit it out" he looked at me feeling a little bad. "That's the point fucking dumbass" He basically dragged me just outside the cafe.

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"So the hell happened to your face this morning?" First off emo I don't need to tell you a damn thing we're not even friends." He pins me to the wall and came close to my ear. I felt the blush spread on my face "Now do me favor and back the fuck off"  He backed away and looked me up and down. Regret filled his body almost immediately. I know this. I felt it too. He looked at me in the eyes. "I got angry." He said simply. "I look at you and my heart pounds and I got angry." My eyes widened. Without thinking of the out come I hugged him. Tightly. His was hesitant but hugged back. He didn't lie. His heart was pounding.

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Malik POV
I got home kinda panicking. I didn't even say hi to my mom I just went straight upstairs in silence. Back to my mirror I looked at myself almost in fear but so hatred. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!" Thank god my room in sound proof. I slapped myself. My face got more red then yesterday. After that I continued to yell (TW I think)
"I'm n-not a f-f*ggot I-I'm NOT" I punched the mirror out of pure anger. My fist bleed like my face. "I'M NOT SOME STUPID F*G" my entire mirror shattered in front of me. My fist was bleeding now "FUCK I DON'T WANT TO LIKE HIM...I don't..it's wrong..."