gangster polibio 'mattia polibio'

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*1 year later*

maia pov
it has been a full year....yes uh full year. me and mattia are doing well so far as parent but really not as a couple

we decided that we should stop dating and just be parents to our baby girl

summers first word was da da which I was sad about but its whatever. ari and I have glown up so much in the past year and im just in love with myself

tomorrow I'm getting my nose job because my face looks weird with my nose. so im just gonna get it a little pushed up

mattia said he would pay for it which I am grateful for having mattia in my life.

i have a job at a boba place with ari but mattia still wanted to pay for the $25,000 nose job which I didnt think it would cost that much

we have moved 3 times in the past year and has had a rough year.....kinda

me and mattia argue sometimes about the stupidest things, but when you love someone it just doesnt stop

plus we live in the same house. summer learned how to walk and her speaking his really good

she had a fierce attitude just like mattia, when she doesnt get her way she screams and throws a fit

but mattia....yells, cuts, and shoots in which I dont want summer to see

I have taught summer how to be a girl and she is working on it sometimes she cusses and I pop her hand then mattia yells at me for hitting her

im not hurting her im just teaching her a lesson, but mattia doesnt like that

after this whole year that has gone by, between my dad and me, having a family, being treated the way i am, and being loved has changed me in so many ways

some ways i dont like as in having a baby with a gang leader and marrying him

my life could be so much different right now if any of those things didnt happen

but I love that fact that they did sometimes. because it all gave me a beautiful daughter and a loving household

the only really thing I regret is Mattia....

he helps me and stuff but I think he thinks that I only want him for his money

aaanddd that's where most of our arguing starts. with him thinking I use him for money when I tell him i dont need it but her still gives it to me

I dont understand but im only 17 and still am learning from my ways....

just an update in the past year ig🤷