straykids imagines

Felix oneshot- messed up

Summary: Felix broke up with you but he was wrong he made a mistake and he messed up the one thing that was stable

You were hanging out with Felix and he seemed so quiet and he wasn't being himself. "Hey y/n can we talk." He says pulling you into the kitchen. "What's up." You smile and and sit down at the table.

He looks down and you see him tap him foot. "Lix are you okay." You touch his hand and he pulls always softly.

"I'm sorry y/n I did love you but I don't think it's going to work out."

Your heart sank and you look at him he couldn't even look at you. "Did." You say softly your voice cracking a bit.

He looks at you and doesn't say anything. "So you are breaking up with me Felix." All you wanted to do is cry and beg him not to break up with you and just beg him to stay with you.

"Yes y/n I'm sorry I don't want to do this." He say looking at you and you stand up. "Okay then you." wipe your eye softly.

"Felix I'm not going to beg for you to love me because i don't think it would help but I really hope you find someone who make you happy." You grab your stuff

You looked back a couple time hoping he would come after you but he didn't. You walk out the dorm and try your best to hold it in.

"Y/n Noona." Jeongin says running up to you. "You aren't staying for the movie." You turn around and look at him.

"I was but I think it best if I leave." You say with tears in your eyes. "What happened." He says worried about you.

"Me and Felix broke up." You say softly and he goes to hug you. "I'm sorry jeongin I really have to go." You leave the building and run to your car.

//Felix POV//

I sit on the couch thinking about what I just did. "Felix you broke up with y/n noona." He says looking at me and my group members just look at me.

"Yes." I nod and look at him. "Why." He asks and I shrug getting up and going to my room.

I lay on my bed thinking

Why did I do that

I look at my phone and see my background.

I did love her just not anymore ?

I question everything now..

//a couple days later//

I lay down after a long day of practice and chan walks into my room.

"Hey Felix do you what something to eat." He looks at me with my head stuffed into the pillow. "I'm not hungry." I've completely lost my appetite and all I can do is think about y/n

"Felix you have to eat." Chan comes and sits on my bed. "Felix come on."

"I can't all I can think about is y/n all i can do is think about is how much she cared and how she was the only thing that was sable on my life." I look at chan and he pets y shoulder.

"Felix you broke up with y/n." He says and I roll my eyes. "I know everyone keeps reminding me." I say sitting up. "I was so stupid." I say looking at him.

"Felix let's go and get some snacks and try and get your mind off things." Chan says pulling him off the bed. "Ugh." He gets up and follows Chan.

// 3rd POV//

You walked up to the 7/11 hoodie on looking dead and unmotivated. "Hi." You bow to the man working the counter. You look around and get some ramen and a strawberry milk and pay.

(A/n: haha jokes on you I'm lactose intolerant )

You walk over to the seating area and make the ramen.

You sit down and start to eat.

Meanwhile.

"Felix come on cheer up buddy." Changbin say throw his around felix shoulder. "I can't dude I'm so stupid." All of straykids walk into 7/11 and they all scatter looking for snacks.

Felix looks around and grabs some chips but put them back. He looks around and sees you sitting looking at your ramen.

"Y/n." He says super quietly.

"Y/n." He walks up to you and you look up at him. "Felix." You say looking at him. "Still eating ramen and drink strawberry milk." He says smiling lightly and you nod. "Um I should go." You say getting up and throwing your things away.

"Wait y/n." He says but you walk faster. "Y/n please." He says following you out the store. "Please y/n stop I messed up." Felix says grabbing your hand and you stop but don't turn around.

"Y/n I messed up so bad I messed up the only thing that mattered to be the only person who I knew loved me so much." You hear his voice crack and you look down.

"I just want you to be mine again just the thought of you being with someone else makes me so mad I don't know why I ended it I don't know what's I was thinking about letting a beautiful girl like you go how could I be so stupid." You turn around and hug him.

He cry's holding you close to him. "I'm sorry." He says over and over again. "Lix." You run your hand through his hair. "I forgive you." You say softly kissing his cheek.

"I've been so lost without you." He looks at you and you wipe his tears.

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Sorry this was long
I WANT TO GI TO KOREA JUST FIR THEIR 7/11 WHO WANTS TO GO !! ALSO I hate being lactose intolerant I'm trying not to eat dairy anymore and try to be vegan but being a vegetarian is hard