[Taekook] [mature]
Founder of Gucci Kim Taehyung has been through hell and back, being harassed for being a feminine alpha, disowned for getting pregnant with twins, depression for being left, and insulted for being too naive.
Kim Taehyung has been...
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|| Unknown's POV
I couldn't face you, I do love you, never doubt that. But I couldn't live with the guilt when you gave me your mind and body. I couldn't fully commit because of one mistake. One that I still regret everything I seen you try to stay happy for us.
It made me feel like shit when I seen you sad, knowing I screwed up a butterfly relationship. Something that could've made us mates, just because I lacked self-control. But when I get you back I'll be better.
I'm self-ish but the thought of you happy because of someone else made my wolf and I go crazy to the point it made me blood lust. To see your beautiful body bath in there blood that I filled the tub with.
It made me crazy for you. It made me go crazy. It made me depressed so many night's because what I did to you. It made me weak for you, that I.... I lost such a beautifully rare soul like you. I'm sorry my love but I'm selfish and I made a stupid mistake by letting you go.
But I knew... I knew that you... My love you deserved better than me. You deserved better than a beast craved monster like me.
And now I regret everything, I regret all the night's I made you cry. And now your happy, with out me, with out the problem, me.
I sometimes wonder what it would've been like if I faced you and stayed.
Would you have let me mark you?
Would you have been happy with me?
Would we have pups together?
I prayed to the moon goddess that it was all a nightmare. And that I would wake up to you in my embrace but all that came crashing down when I heard you crying on the other side of my door.
It broke me to see you in that state in the hallway I tried to save you my love I did. But the guilt that I felt took over me and I left, my wolf ignored me, he didn't talk to me after what I did to you.
The blood surrounding your once happy face. The people that took pictures, I... I never thought that one mistake would have done this.
It hurt me more than it hurt you. It hurt to know that I had to give you up, because I couldn't face the truth. One mistake led me to a new life. A life without you. A nightmare of regret that I took a my punishment.
My love Kim Taehyung please forgive me for being weak...
I still want you...
I still love you...
For you are my true love...
my only love...
|| Other Unkown's POV
That day three years ago was suppose to be the happiest day's of our relationship. Or was that my one-sided love for you. I tried to work it out with you but you gave up what we had. And I faced the consequences for that.
I was alone and had no one to lean on. No friend's, No parents, No money, No love, No support, No you. I had no one, they all did horrible thing's to me.
My pride as an alpha, my pride as a human, my dignity as a individual my body, my mind, my babies, but you didn't care.
I thought you would've cared but that day when you pasted me in the hallway's ignoring me. I broke, I tried, I thought maybe this was the punishment I was gonna received when they found out.
But it killed me, I tried to kill me, I tried to kill my babies. I tried to kill my babies, I thought that... maybe I would be happy if I sacrificed myself for you.
I'm pathetic...
I'm an alpha yet I'm as insecure as an omega...
You didn't love me...
You didn't even try to win me back you just left me with no reason, explanation. I thought maybe I did something wrong. Did I?
Maybe because I was too ugly, slice
I am weak, slice
I am stupid, slice
I'm an ugly submissive alpha, slice
I thought that all those cut's would make all the voices go away, but all those voices in my head never left me alone.
I still remember that one night, I tried to kill myself, I had nothing so no one would care. I remember an angel saving me when I drowned in my own blood.
The crimson color reminded me of your eyes. Those beautiful crimson eyes. The angel cried for me. Everything seemed so magical, all the black dots made me feel... sleepy.
Was I finally gonna get the peace I wanted, no. The angel decided for me, he decided that I should live. He smelled like you, so he made me feel safe in his hold.
He reminded me of you. I cried so much when I woke up, I cried so much when you weren't there.
I cried for me, and my babies. I cried for you my love.
But you never kept your promise...
Your empty promise that meant so much to me
'I'll never leave you tae, I promise'
I'm pathetic that even when I approached deaths door I yearned for you.
I yearned for your scent
for your embrace
for you to tell me everything was gonna be okay and you were gonna hold me and tell me it was all a bad dream.
And that you were gonna stay by my side forever. It made me feel pathetic that I cried for you.
I'm a pathetic alpha... I'll always be nothing but a pathetic alpha...
But I was happy that I almost died, because I was too selfish. When the moon goddess gave me a gift.
A gift of life... A piece of you... We'll two pieces
I promised to cherished them... Because you could cherish me...
My love Jeon Jeongguk... I hate you...
You broke my heart, soul, mind, and my wolf.
I hate you Jeon...
I... I.... I wanted to hate you... But how could I when you were so perfect...
No... I hate you... I despise you...
I'll get my revenge.... I'll make you suffer, the same way you did to me...
